metamorphosis

sorry people whos been faithfully checking in my blog.been really too busy and drained to update.everything.soon!soon!i promise!

for now
i just want to praise the Lord
because He is so amazing
He loves us so much
He is so faithful
He never forsake us
and He is so REAL
Amen!

home sweet home

hello all!

I'M BACK!
touch down at 0005h

i miss my bed
i miss my shampoo
i miss my sea salt scrub
i miss lappyann
i miss my tv
i miss many many people

my eyelids are heavy
my legs are aching

but it was definitely worth it
all was good fun!(:

for now im crashing
goodnight world.

random emo-ness

i really miss her alot.

till we meet

camp starts tmr

till friday

chiong home

wash up and pack

and off to the airport

will be back in the early early morning of 22nd

i guess this will be my last post before i leave for taiwan

so

till we meet

take care and have fun everyone!(:

busy bee

after two days of my most missed 12 hrs of sleep(:
im charged!

summary of the week:DVC!

thankfully in between i had some nice meet-ups and dinners to replenish my energy

monday: dinner-ed at bbq chicken(yummy!) and enchanted-ed with my cousins

tuesday: dinner-ed with k-rule boss (i miss him sooo much!).arthur and mr monkey TEE

thursday: Ridz's treat at seoul garden
friday: dinner-ed and chill with love (:

DVC ended on friday.finally
but i seriously will miss the kids
they were a very special bunch
i shall let pictures do the talking

going crazy over "Mr Ridz says".i want to be a kid all over again

embrace nature.i simply love this picture(:

buttercup.bubbles.blossom

photowhore!like totally!

the legend of blue dumplings

favourite.cutestbaby(he looks much cuter in person) & his look-like-mix-blood brother

coming up next!
xperience pharmacy camp
i really hope theres a few decent got-life kids *cross fingers*
and TAIWAN! (:
can't wait
im going to throw everything aside for the moment.oh please allow me to

things awaiting my return:
christmas celebrations(:
metamorphosis
more FOC & FOW 2008
looking for stalls for bazaar

as much as i have a crazily busy life
as much as i whine
i cannot imagine an empty life
so i only have to say
i love my life.

hanging by a moment

hello all.

too tired.mentally.physically.
sick.

will update over the weekends.

draw strength from Him.

hole in one

sentosa today wasn't too good i would say
(well.thank God it only drizzled)
but im not sure if it was worth it
the kids were so unruly
thankfully the uncle was very nice
so we didn't had to pay for the FOUR FREAKING balls they lost
its 10 bucks each mind you!

tmr is the last day

i will stil miss the kids

the bunch of you-just-can't-get-angry-with kids (:

dinner-ed at seoul garden with the teachers and other leaders (de old and de new)
haven't been there for YEARS.isn't a place i would choose for dinner
but oh well.follow the flow
the food wasn't that bad
good company(:
gossip-mongers we are

keep having this feeling that something bad will happen

and yes.just when we were all laughing away
something real GROSS happened (ask me if ure dying to know)
THANK YOU the best-batch from DVC! you guys are the best(: love you guys!

its ok dear.i still love you even though its blur

still feeling queasy ):
hopefully i will be alrite tmr

P.S Thanks uncle T thanks!now im a mee soto.abit retarded.one-year old kid. WATCH OUT!

johny johny johny WHOOSH!

third day into DVC
kids are so hilarious
in how they try to figure out everything
but yet so impatient
they want immediate answers
well.what can i say
kids are kids
and im a paedophile.heh

sentosa sijori golf course tmr
oh God.pls don't let it rain

tiring as it may be
i love the job
i wish it can go on forever
and never let me go back to the real world


The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will, I'll be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

i miss my sleep.

i've been dreaming of the true love's kiss

DVC's first day
and im super exhausted
got myself 17 kids (who happily named themselves BLUE DUMPLINGS thanks to R)
not as cute as those previously
but i still can't help loving them
cos im such a paedo.heh.im proud of that mind you (:
theres only 3 girls in my class this time (really sweet ones.adore them!)
do your math (alternatively you can refer to the first picture below)
the number of rowdy boys i have
but they are so hilarious they just make me laugh

the eagle-catch-little-chicks game.i was the chosen mother hen.hurhur

untangle!

headed for enchanted with my dear cousins there after
thought i would have dosed off in the theatres
but it was good i must say
i have a secret liking for fantasy
i love to believe they are true
and the happily-ever-after never fails to make me happy
makes the world so beautiful (:

tmr will be another long and tiring day
im heading to bed
i will sleep tight
so (tmr) mosquitoes won't bite (yay it rhymes!)

goodnight world.

so winter.

yay!im really starting to feel christmas.and becoming part of it(: for the past 2 weeks or so.been feeling like i-know-christmas-is-coming-but-im-just-an-outsider-to-it.maybe its cos of exams.but thank God.im really getting excited over it now! somehow i just feel that its going to be a big thing for me this year.so pls don't disappoint me

went shopping with my mummy and brothers today.gosh at this rate im going out.my poor legs are going to protest! that aside.today's really fruitful(:

got myself a pair of really cute gloves (from some ulu kuku place in chinatown but i love it cos i bought the same design to match my mummy's.we're so going to be the hottest mummy-daughter pair).a black cardigan (i've always been wanting to get it ever since my adventurous mummy tried out a new bleach and got my grey one dotted with white spots). a black knitted sweater which like what i've told S: makes me look sickly enough. I LIKE!(: and last but not least. a trench coat (a short one.not sure if its also called trench coat.but yea.you smart people get the drift.if not use you creativity and imagine!) that's so chic-looking(: didn't really want to get it initially cos it didn't seem practical but both mummy and i love it so much.and mummy convinced me that we can keep and use it for quite long.so ta-da! we got it(: all 3 items are from zara(: love my a whole big bunch!MUAHS MUMMAYE!

on top of that.my bros got matching gloves (for daddy too!) and sweaters.so cool!

this trip is so going to be family-family. can't wait!
TAIWAN,I'M COMING!AGAIN!

well.on the other hand.i haven't really been sleeping well for the past 2 days even though there isn't anything that im trying very hard to keep it there anymore.might be post-exams syndrome.i don't know): this is what T's doctor said last time when he was like that :
"cos u've been sleeping late everyday. ur biological clock is in a mess, thus to solve this problem. u have to sleep early... it will be difficult for the first few days but try doing it.. if not.. even if u have a whole day to rest.. u will still be tired and restless.. in long term.. it will not be a good thing"
scary shit.but looking at my schedule.i really doubt i have the time to do that!argh!will try my best to change my sleeping habits to normal before sch starts agn.shouldn't be too difficult since sleeping is my love
T: there is no way your two little sisters will call me auntie.they are so going to call me JIE JIE.and a pretty one at that (: just wait and see!

my faith is growing
stronger and stronger
i know He has plans for me
and i just leave myself into his loving hands
Amen

snap me!

today was hilarious!

met my mr darcy for lunch.finally!miss her like crazy
and we bratwurst(: yummy!
of cos.we caught up and im really glad im not too detached from her life
her unintended and her are so cute.they can flick their hair togt.heh
hope things turn out well for u dear.so happy for u
but rmb im the first first first okay!

as usual i took my favourite B & W photos

then dear tried vivid and it looks super good.so we got addicted to it(:

the ring that keeps us together (and ward off unwanted hit-ons.haha)

angela: if u see this.i do not dislike u.whats on the pitch is on the pitch.i act think ure quite funny(: contd on the cedarian-pl-lites friendship!

left my mr darcy with her unintended
and off i went to meet the so-out-the-world friends
they are the cutest.as usual
we did the stupidest things
totally embarassed ourselves
and laughed like crazy(more than once)

this is classic its so blog-worthy:

in NUM..

me(saw the num guy with the snap-me! badge attached to his suspender):W.i dare you to snap him

W:really?what do i get?

me:i treat you!

W:can i ask him first?

me:okay can can

W:okay!green tea ice-cream?

me:sure!

and the next thing she did was to go up to the guy.ask if she could snap him.and SNAP!

i laughed till i couldn't stand straight!

outside NUM..

me:act tt guy didn't look like a typical num guy

W:ya!tts why i didn't have any reservation about snapping him

W LEE!YOU'RE THE MOST ADORABLE CHEAP SAO BAO!

okay moving on..

shopping wasn't very productive.guess we were all a little broke
and i swear i walked till my legs could drop
thankfully.we settled for beans outside wheelock
and i got my current coffee bean fav: belgian choc frap (:

then..

we decided to play some silly trick games which i THOUGHT everyone would know cos i played them in my secondary school days
BUT found out that WZ and J don't know all of them.so exciting!

1. black magic (WZ took superrrrrrrrrr long to get it.hilarious!)
2. johny-woosh (^5 S!)
3. fuzzy wuzzy (the most brainy of all.this time.WZ solved it first and she got so high teasing J)

of cos.we photo-whored in the mean time.its our hobby (:

the quirky S

this is the don't-know-how-many-times shes trying to figure it out

while waiting for WZ to get it

finally

take a break first

auntie J

we simply love to chill (:

woah this is a super long post.but i love them so much i just got to put it down(: LOVES!

i seek understanding.badly

its always so exasperating when mummy starts screaming at me. i love her alot. but it just makes me feel like she don't understand. she has her rights to nag at me. but i really do hope that she sees that her daughter has grown. has a mind of her own. and know what she is doing

oh God.i pray

apart from that.yay!finally got my own blog.been talking about it for ages. gruelling and gross exams are finally over(((: so its time i do things that i've been putting it off. hopefully i will be hardworking enough to update.im rather lazy.heh

today was a satisfying day.met people i haven't met in eons(the budding nice-bad boy) and people whom i've been dying to meet(my dearest T-babee and M) (: had alot of fun catching up.chat about i-want-to-get-caged.and taking a long walk

alot of deep conversations today(which i love). well. everyone wants to find ze one. but i feel that its worth the wait. so to all the "uncaged" ones. enjoy singlehood while u are(:

oh but food wasn't too good.craved for 'orh-jian'(fried oysters). got it. but it wasn't very fresh):
now my stomach is feeling queasy. hopefully its not going to turn into food poisoning. i really x32858297547309 not want to get it cos i got it before and it sucks. imagine not having anything else to puke anymore but ure just puking bile(some greenish-yellow bitter fluid).EEEEW! cross my fingers and pray :/