lover is the sunshine; could get too scorching and hurting sometimes

but family is the shelter; never fails to protect you whether from the pouring rain or the roaring sun

(:

banana milk and apple.

1 paper left.

1 upcoming job with the kind of beings i love most.

1 most anticipated trip with people i never will trade for.

1 album that got my blood rushing.

makes me a whole lot happier on a normal day like this(:

i need another story

something to get off my chest

my life is kind of boring

need something that i can confess

because WAKING UP felt so awfully good

2 down

2 more to go

but ain't getting any satisfaction

so long,

she got her heart broken

she thought the world crashed

she flipped through the newsapaper

she saw a mother who lost a son

a wife who lost a husand

a country who lost faith

she realizes she is no longer,or never was

the headline news.

the world that never stops for anyone

is needed by everyone

to be a reminder that no one is alone on the path of moving on

-

sing me something i don't understand

read me something i can comprehend

tell me something i already know

always a bridesmaid, never a bride

welcome orange and pink

temptations and distractions

i am sinful

i am only human

Do you know where your love is?

Do you think that you lost it?

You felt it so strong but nothing

Turned out how you want it

baffling

why can not?

why not cannot?

blue, yellow and pink are the colours to the overcast day(:

perspiration is good

i'm tired of justifying

don't justify me

this is love

We are all falling in and out of love. That’s because love comes and goes, and it doesn’t matter if you don’t love me sometimes. As long as the love comes back, as long as the love is constantly on standby waiting to get back into position, it’s enough. I don’t love you sometimes, too.

:)

my girl(:

please come to Singapore

never think

people should be unthinking sometimes

allow life to unfold itself and see what is in store for you

when you try to prevent things from happening thinking that its only going to hurt because it happened once, realise that good things that may happen are blocked out as well

true that everyone has the rights to be happy

but what is happiness without sadness, angst, bitterness and the likes

embracing and acknowledging all that comes your way

will in itself bring happiness

dicks, pussies and assholes

We're dicks! We're reckless, arrogant, stupid dicks! And the Film Actors' Guild (F.A.G)!.. are pussies. And Kim Jong II!.. is an asshole. Pussies don't like dicks!..because pussies get fucked by dicks. But dicks also fuck assholes. Assholes who just want to shit on everything. Pussies may think they can deal with assholes their way, but the only thing that can fuck an asshole... is a dick... with some balls. The problem with dicks is that sometimes they fuck too much, or fuck when it isn't appropriate, and it takes a pussy to show 'em that. But sometimes pussies get so full of shit that they become assholes themselves. Because pussies are only an inch and a half away from assholes. I don't know much in this... crazy, crazy world, but I do know that if you don't let us fuck this asshole, we are gonna have our dicks and our pussies!... all covered in shit. - Gary Johnston, Team America

angsty is the new emo

before i start, i have to clarify that i am still proud to be an asian

but in every culture, there are traits you embrace and traits you never make sense of it

asians, in particular chinese, somehow have the knack of bringing people down

stingy with praises

quick at criticism

impatient to protecting their "face"

its sad (and morbid i know) to think that if given a choice

i would think that a good friend of mine, instead of my family,

will be able to give a more accurate account of who i really am

at my funeral.

and things said may be things that may surprise my parents

because they are probably things that they never tried to understand

and with this said, i'm actually even hoping that they will ultimately understand when i die

they have to stop seeing me as a brainless combination of different characters

I AM ONE PERSON

I HAVE MY OWN MIND

I AM UNIQUE

I AM YOUR FREAKING DAUGHTER

don't be too quick to judge

don't put your expectations on others

understand others with an open heart and mind

only in this way will one be able to embrace a person the way he is

and for all you know

you may be pleasantly surprised

nice things should happen everyday

if they don't

make it happen!

i want to grow old like that

TEEPEE moment DEE (:

[i make these; please don’t remove the credit] - littleteaspoon.tumblr.com

tattoo.

i want to get e=mc2 as a tattoo
i am getting copyrights for it till i get it
now!here!

Einstein knew the way of life

Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Sayin', ("This is my message to you-ou-ou:")

Singin': "Don't worry 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."
Singin': "Don't worry (don't worry) 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!"


what a happy little tune

santa claus is coming to town

merry christmas and happy new year!

i love my first christmas present from my dearest not-so-close friend(:

survived two sleepless nights
or more accurately nights of dosing off and jerking up fearfully
tonight i'm going to drift into deep sleep

however mean you want to be
never judge your own friends
because only then you will have friends who
love you though they are not your lover
care for you though they are not from your family
ready to share your pain though they are not in your relation
scold you like a dad
cares for you like a mom
teases you like a sister
irritates you like a brother
be your other eye that
blink together
move together
cry together
see things together
sleep together
and finally loves you more than a lover
-- to all my friends who stood by me --

tests and exams hurry end
money and holidays hurry come

Dec's going to be eggciting

BREATHE

i love my home.

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I (want to) know like the back of my hand

fucking pissed.

i'm never going to do webcasts outside anymore!
the only form of studying out is going to be the most primitive form of submerging myself in endless piles of notes and seeing highlighters till i go blind.

i hate having paid the price
but ending up so unproductive
i hate wasted time

fuck i'm angsty!for real.

i'm not looking

but i don't want to restrict myself

now its only me on my very own runway
as i strut down alone
i will gather myself
and shine again
by then i will love again

i am happy(: