if tomorrow never comes.

we have to sweep today's possibility
under tomorrow's rug
until we can't anymore
until we finally understand for ourselves
like benjamin franklin meant

that knowing is better than wondering
that waking is better than sleeping

and that even the biggest failure
even the worse,most intractable mistake
beats the hell out of never trying


never leave you heart alone.

oppression

watched the house on friday
its oh-emm-gee scaryyyy shit
plus terence had to tap me just after i got a shocked
but with a crowd full of couples
God knows why (cunning bfs)
did not get to scream like i wanted to
nearly died trying to suppress
though it didn't work most of the time

bottomline: DON'T tap me from nowhere these few days
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inter-year sports carnival on sat
most games were really fun
hilarious to be exact
but some were so *@%*$
we just had to win to shut them up

we got 3rd. well done team A(:
we're sooo desperate for haagen dazs.hoho
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pineapple tarts are yummy
grapes and cherries are sexy.

yay it rhymes(:

if you have a tumour in your brain..

would you rather live 10 more years but losing your memories?

or. live 5 more years having your memories intact?


we think alike
but i might just be thinking too much

the breath taking

this is a great place for dates and chill-outs

its so magnificent we took 104 photos!

and these are a few

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nus people are getting too smart they are getting weird
stealing dessert spoons
get a life!
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He is so amazing
He tells me to keep faith
And prayers will be answered(:

a little of everything

a little happy
a little satisfied
a little frustrated
a little fear
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I've got a feeling, a feeling deep inside
Oh yeah, oh yeah, that's right
I've got a feeling, a feeling I can't hide
No no no, oh no, oh no
Yeah yeah I've got a feeling yeah

Oh please believe me, I'd hate to miss the train
Oh yeah, yeah, oh yeah
And if you leave me I won't be late again
Oh no, oh no, oh no
Yeah yeah I've got a feeling yeah
I've got a feeling

All these years I've been wandering around
Wondering how come nobody told me
All that I was looking for was somebody
Who looked like you

I've got a feeling, that keeps me on my toes
Oh yeah, oh yeah

I've got a feeling, I think that everybody knows
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Yeah yeah I've got a feeling yeah
Yeah

Everybody had a hard year
Everybody had a good time
Everybody had a wet dream
Everybody saw the sunshine
Oh yeah, (oh yeah) oh yeah, oh yeah
Everybody had a good year
Everybody let their hair down
Everybody pulled their socks up
Everybody put their foot down
Oh yeah
Yeah I've got a feeling
A feeling deep inside
Oh yeah

Oh yeah

I've got a feeling
A feeling I can't hide
Oh no

Oh no no no

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
I've got a feeling

I've got a feeling

Everybody had a good year
Everybody had a hard time
Everybody had a wet dream
Everybody saw the sunshine
Everybody had a good year
Everybody let their hair down
Everybody pulled their socks up
Everybody put the foot down
Oh yeah

Oh yeah

I've got a feeling
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

[Oh my soul, so hard.]

white as paper

well done my dearest mrdarcy!
you girls kick ass!
so long since i played touch.miss it
and im damn disgustingly fair :/

lose weight.seek love.find God

'when both your heart and mind are speaking different things, logic no longer works.'
-zhen

i think im getting too serious

God.discipline me

random

i have the urge to center-part my hair

i feel like watching a horror movie to scream my lungs out

i want to do threading

across the universe makes me love beatles all over again

my body clock is screwed

i want to play touch again

my new year's resolution is to lose 7kg

he makes me day dream when im awake.



that's the reason why
when you're young you fall in love.

how would i know

this is hilarious!
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arthur says:
how's m***?
smile upon smiles says:
how would i know?
smile upon smiles says:
my turn.ask u a qn
arthur says:
hahahah
arthur says:
k
smile upon smiles says:
how's m***?
arthur says:
hahahahahahahhaha
arthur says:
how would i know
arthur says:
i am not the one that thinks he is cute
arthur says:
hahaha

something brimming

second day into the sem 2

i didn't go to school today because i overslept

i missed the mission

sorry charlie and the angels

yanns this is such a bad way to start the sem

focus focus focus!

for mac's breakfast tmr

i shall wake up on time!

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some backdated stuff

went to sp's open house on thurs

and went for ikea's chicken wings and meatball after

yummilicious!

i love black balloons

met vk and a few others on fri
went to pitstop
as usual.we were utterly noisy

and i love purple(:

the finger-twister game

oh and i realise i need to start typing in full sentences.


he makes my heart flutters.again and again

new year!

its so overdue i know but i still think its blog worthy(:

first stop: baking session at dee dee's house

met them at compass point to get the ingredients

we were like aunties looking for the cheapest goods

keyword is LIKE

well i bet most girls does that too

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okay sidetrack a little

i need to include my two freaky pest incidents

on boxing day:

i was on the train

when i felt something on my hand

i turned and FREAKED OUT

there was a small cockroach

so instinct

i swept (smart)

the next thing i knew

it was on my bag

and it crept in

oh HELP!

held my bag as far away from myself as i could without looking weird

finally met my friends at some yongtaufoo store in lucky plaza

and threw my bag on the floor

mel poured everything out

and it came crawling out

the auntie came over and exclaimed (in chinese)

"aiyo!you brought xiaoqiang ah!"

hell it was embarassing

on new year's eve:

met sheenzee and deedee at compass pt foodcourt

deedee wanted to had soup and i wanted dumplings

so we went to get dumpling soup

jez and zhen came along

while deedee was ready to get the dumpling soup

jez screamed

we all looked down and FREAKED OUT

there was a rat.RAT!

we stepped back far far away

no one bothered to do anything

all stared

the rat ran away

we grab our dumpling soup

went back to our table

ate with our legs up

and we ran away

I HATE CREEPY CRAWLYS AND PESTS!

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alrite back

went to deedee's hse after we got everything

took some time to settle down and took out what we need

sheenzee got on with preparing dinner

and the rest of us started with preparing the dough for the cookies

followed by the grinding of mcvities for base of cheesecake

to preparing the cream cheese for cheesecake

all was fun(:

took a break for yummy dinner

we love the garlic bread!

after dinner we continued with what we were doing

when kash (deedee's humpy dog) came to disturbed

i love dogs but no-no-NO HUMPING!

totally freak zhen and i out when he erm.got really "high"

and dearest sheenzee video-ed the whole thing instead of saving us

and deedee only came to our rescue after the most hilarious part (according to them)

after the episode

we heat up the oven

got the cheesecake into the tray and started baking

sheenzee went back to get her raspberry vodka

and we COUNTDOWN-ED!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!(:

decided to continue with the cookies while waiting

and we watched goong(the sweetest parts) while moulding the cookies

its baking time!

our yummy dinner(: (garlic bread wasn't out yet)

our happy and proud chef

and this is KASH

the second cheesecake came out of the oven
and i decided to deliver it to mal's
thinking and promising that i will be back
i left my bag at deedee's
and cab-bed down

second stop: mal's house
it was great see-ing everyone
surprisingly no one got drunk
gerald got high as usual.funny
for awhile
and we just chilled
some went into a state of sleeping and waking up once in awhile
decided to take out the chilled cheesecake
and it was DELICIOUSLY CREAMISH!
well done girls!(:

decided to take the first bus back
save moolah
deedee called and said they were tired
meet me at compass for breakfast
but macs wasn't 24hrs there
so they decided to leave for home
she said something so seriously
i swear i was so taken aback
"eh yanns.im going to leave your back with the 7-11 uncle.don't worry.hes very nice.you just collect it from him when you're here.okay?"
MY DEAR ARE YOU NUTS!
conclusion is i have to go all the way back to deedee's to get my bag
mal's place is only 10 mins from mine
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

finally reached compass on a super long 156 ride
thankfully shenwei gathered everyone to take 156.somehow
and thankfully annaBELLA and herngs accompanied me all the way
but i stupidly took the lrt in the totally wrong direction
i tell you i could faint
i was like a drifting soul

was sooo glad to have reached home(:




is there a way to stop the wild thoughts?

silent scream.

many thoughts are running through my mind
today has been a long and hard day
not totally bad
just thoughts.

your dearest didi entered army
the route to manhood
proud and worry blended
you just hope mr nice won't get bullied
otherwise.enjoy himself (:
he is missed

when you have a long walk alone
you think alot
grateful to the friends who makes a detour just for you
pissed-off-immediately-turn-guilty to the friends you can't make yourself trust

thought about something(one) that makes your heart smile
but you question if you're worth it
because you never seem to
you question if you did the right thing
grab the chance even though its not a 'you' thing
or give up the thought because its plain silly
be happy with what you have
even if that isn't what you're looking for

a happy moment that took all worries off your mind
but sickness creeped in right after
wishing to return to somewhere cosy
but it was hard and cold
felt misunderstood

oh God tell me whats your plan for me

lost.but never forgotten.

Dear patrick,

wherever you are now

i hope you're doing fine

you're badly badly missed by mummy):

thank you for accompanying through tough and stressful times

when i look at your face

i can't help but smile

come back my baby patrick!

if not.i hope you R.I.P

you've got the whole world in your hands

alrite.after two full days of laz-ing and pig-ging at home.i've decided to stop procastinating
haha.i realise i got one whole month of things to update
so please be patient and read everything (:
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first things first: xperience pharmacy camp '07

it was much much more fun than i thought

all the guessing and worries before the camp was so uncalled for (:

before the camp..

i thought:why would any kid in the right mind want to come for this camp during the hols?i don't want a whole bunch of geeky un-fun kids ): i don't want!!! can i back out?no you can't

and we had to make a card with our group number and name on it

so i made one and showed cheryl my dearest fellow ogl

cheryl: its damn cute la
me: well.its the least i can do for the group.i think

cheryl: HAHAHHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHH! (people who know cheryl know how hard she can laugh.heh)

but..

we were soooooo wrong

group 2(omeprazole) is the best group you can ever get

with 3 dearest rovers

my cutest boy boy

the most hilarious girl who crash our group (with a most valid reason)

many lovely and sweet girls

and uncle terence's cutest-er-hem junior

they had so much energy and zest

cheryl and i didn't had much to do at all but just help them as much as we could(:

like what yee wen(one of our rovers) says

its more of us following them than leading them

and to our greatest surprise

GROUP 2 GOT SECOND!YAY!

good job everyone(:

time to buck up next sem.freaky :/

my best OG!

most well-deserved(:

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next up:taiwan trip!

all was good fun(:

good company: my lovely grandpa and granny,uncle and his family, two cousins, and my very own family

good food(most of the time): love the shabu-shabu, bbq-ing indoors, tall ice-cream, beef noodles, BIG shilin chicken cutlet, fried oyster(which i so want to ta-pao back to singapore), white bittergourd juice, papaya milk, pearl milk tea, ah-zhong mian xian, mango ice and many many many more. i tell you i can migrate there for the food :D

good experience: i was tricked into taking a crazy roller-coaster ride which "ONLY last for 2 mins'-quote my cousin. i came out tearing uncontrollably but laughing non-stop. oh and i tried smelly toufu too :/

interesting things

would time stop for me?

taipei 101

new words are up!

LOVE(:

pretty scenery

and fruitful shopping!

but i personally think that to go around the whole of taiwan can be really tiring with all the waking up super early so as to keep to the schedule.so once is enough.would really love to go back to just taipei. free and easy (:

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well.the week after coming back was packed

first.there is the slumber party to celebrate gy's and emi's birthday. im really glad i made it back just in time for it.its been a really really long time since we spent the night together(: its so much fun squeezing on the bed in our pyjamas. catching up. munching endlessly on junk food. watching tv and playing many many rounds of polar bear.. till we fell asleep

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!(:

love you girls<3>

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then.there was steamboat and gift exchange at my place with my extended family on christmas eve.even though its just a very simple dinner instead of a big and noisy countdown party. the overloaded food made me feel blessed and the gift exchange made me feel loved. with such a close-knitted and happy family. what more can i ask for. contentment(:

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christmas day was dinner at zong's place. he has a hidden toilet that leads to narnia.heh

a healthy and hearty meal

long time no see guys
Happy belated birthday brudder!

good shot monkey(:

well.its great seeing the clique again.its been a really really long while since we met with everyone either in the army or busy with school. we had a mini belated birthday celebration for nic too(: manage to catch up a little. good to know that everyone is doing fine. still as retarded. heh. keep it up!

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boxing day was happily spent with my dearest girls(: i miss them so much when i was in taiwan. all the meet-at-least-once-a-week. esp with love. have got us so close. esp when we're so like-minded. yay we've all become quitters of GAP! jez come on its your turn!

before i left house that day, someone told me "no one wishes someone happy boxing day". says who! we were all wishing each other happy boxing day! not planned okay! and of cos i was happy(: love all the gifts i've got. and this time. we decided to go to timbre to do our favourite thing--"chew". live music and nice ambience. it was a great night spent (:

zhen you weren't suppose to dodge

thanks dee dee(:

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the follwing 2 days were metamorphosis. i would just say its meaningful time spent. God is so real.

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im getting very random.shall stop here for now.will update on new year celebration another day

thank you for your kind attention!(:

ohh yes. call me ching-chiong-chang. but im going to make a secret confession
the male lead in the taiwan drama 'it started with a kiss' is oh-so cute!(: