keep it simple

i rather be non-existent than a pest.

australia is draaaaaaaagggggggggy.its like a 2-in-1 movie.first its about cows.then its about war.im glad i came out of the cinema with my butt still attached.thank goodness hugh jackman is so HANDSOME.i still feel that its worth it(:

my new love-r(:

its the last day of the year tomorrow.but im still undecided about what to do.hope it'll turn out good.HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!(:

im so glad edward is back in the picture.

my pleasure.

just like this.

Your face lights up the sky on the highway.
Someday, you'll share your world with me someday.
You mesmerize me with diamond eyes;
I try to fool myself to think I'll be alright.
But I am losing all control -
My mind, my heart, my body and my soul

Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted and more.

To speak or not to; where to begin.
The way dilemmas I'm finding myself in.
For all I know you only see me as a friend.
I try to tell myself wake up fool; this fairy tale's got to end.

"Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted (more)."

You're everything I wanted

i love/hate this song
because EVERY single line hits
and digs at the hole

you're like drug.i have to protect myself from it before i get addicted.but sometimes i think i already am.and sometimes i feel like a coward for even thinking for myself.compared to the torture you're going through.mine is so insignificant.selfish and stupid.i don't pity you.really.its just that my heart aches when you're in pain.and as much as i feel like scolding you.i can't because i know things are just illogical.as much as i want to help you.i know well enough theres only this much i can do

"Love didn't work that way,I decided. Once you care about a person, it was impossible to be logical about them anymore. ... Completely illogical. Illogical or not, I brooded over the memory his peaceful face, trying to come up with some answer, some way to shelter him, while the sky slowly turned gray." -Bella

as much as i try to draw the line between friends and (the other)
its getting so blurred
but i'll still be there.whenever.

hotz: i know you want to scold me.but thanks for understanding me like a real twin and not doing so.i know im not alone with you.lolo you(:

a post that shouldn't be here.
God will bless him.

adrenaline.

im super glad somebodylovesyou plan went well(:
even though we got cheated by merz cabby who went the super long way till we wanted to puke.thought we forgot our passport and cost us a bomb. im glad we found the place successfully and awkward situations(like the door opening suddenly) did not happen.
smartz:THANK YOU SOOO MUCH for travelling over with me.don't know what to do without you.LOLOGOLOLOGO YOULOUGOU!<333

and im loving my toffifee. butter cookies and REINDEER the reindeer(((:

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!(:
hope those who got the ggbms will like it.even if you don't.just say yes


sometimes too many thoughts really do makes one dizzy and faint
and the conclusion drives a hole in the heart
but it doesn't change the feeling

currently hooked to:
I know a place that we can go to
A place where no one knows you
They won't know who we are
I know a place that we can run to
And do those things we want to
They won't know who we are
Let me take you there
I wanna take you there

F*** me

i did something so silly-ly stupid

maybe i shouldn't be that honest after all
because ignorance is suppose to be bliss
i'm sorry
it's not your fault.really
don't argue

i still want you to be happy
because you know your day makes my day
and i hate it when i'm the one who spoils it
i don't want to add on to your troubles

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

put it down in words.

you can only love when you don't need each other


how true that is. love is a feeling. it cannot be explained. it is not restricted and most importantly. nothing is expected.

come and go

snow white was not bad. a very singaporean flavor play
funny but typical singaporean jokes
like the political culture and the yalam accent
but the little bunny and pageant girl are super cute (:

had some random thoughts. of how one song can mean so many different things to different people. depending on what the person went through or was going through when he or she heard that song. but still. thats the beauty of songs. really random

finished reading twilight and i can't wait to start new moon. meet me soon hotz. of course thats not the only reason why i want to meet you. just a little part of it(:

been procastinating too much. don't know what's gotten into me. i need to be motivated again. by myself of course. i think. get what's suppose to be done DONE yanns!
-apply for SEP
-apply to be volunteer at volvooceanracesingapore
-get my timberland bag changed/repaired (i so need it!)
-revise german
-better start thinking of christmas presents for all dearest

shoo lazybug shoo!

well. there's probably a blessing in disguise.stayed home more recently due to my mummy's injury and i had to do the housework. but its really not as bad as it sounds. feels quite good actually. learnt to wash the clothes and hang them. cook porridge and stuff. i know i sound like a pampered kid who ridiculously should have known how to do all these by now. okay actually i do think i was. BUT at least now i've learnt. forced to. in a way. feels like a little housewife (: and im glad. more than glad that my mummy get to rest (so ironic how she use to vent her frustration at having so much housework to do but now shes complaning that she wants to do housework). mummies-oh-mummies

and i realised how old my mum has grown to be when i was helping her massage her hand. makes my heart ache. thinking of how hard she has slogged to provide for us. its quite a melancholy feeling. but still. LOVE YOU MUMMY! THE MOST!

sometimes i really wonder if people think "why does she bother to type out all these gibberish rubbish?so uninteresting." after reading. but oh well. too bad. at least you've bothered to read these gibberish rubbish. so to be un-rude. thank you and till next time(:

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out'
cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

once and for all

WALA!bet everyone has stopped reading this stagnant space. but oh well. then again i don't need too many people to be reading my life. not that im having an eggciting one. actually im feeling quite groggy now after a long day. but somehow i had the mood to blog. so bear with the incoherence

so.having ended my stabilo life for about a week. its rightfully HOLIDAYS! but somehow its not as exciting as it sounds. don't know why. maybe because i don't feel christmas-y yet. maybe because i still have a german exam to clear. maybe because i can't stand my fringe or maybe because im just too broke. i need a job by the way. so yea. do let me know if anyone has lobangs

but i shant complain too much. life's still good (: i had my fair share of fun. went hortpark with this weird uncle who was so smart to have worn black. hence ended up whiny. but it was indeed quite hot. hortpark was definitely pretty but the next time im there. i will make sure its ABEND! and im going to walk further than i did! and i did something that i thought i would never have done in my whole life. even though im glad to have faced a decision i've made bravely. but i swear i will never do it ever again
chew-ing session with my dearest girls was joy-filled. as always. and like i always say. our conversations are so coded (though sometimes unnecessary) that only we can comeprehend. as of yesterday. we have officially joined the under-world due to smartz's unexplainable attraction for ah bengs. especially the lao da. hor xiaolongnu. who manage to get hotz the ferocious ah bao. goggles ah wu and quirkz ah she. XIE XIE LONG SAO!
caught quite a few movies recently as well. madagascar 2 is hilariously cute. rabbitwithoutears is vulgarly romantic (from which i adopted the cutest daughter (: ) and bolt is predictably touching (not very worth it though). coming up next will be wildchild and twilight (:
OH! AVENUE Q IS DARNNNN GOOD! internet is FOR PORN!

on a sadder note. my mummy had quite a bad fall and injured her arm ): that made me think. think that i have been too bothered with my own life. think that i have neglected my mummy even though i love her. think that i should really do more and talk less. its bullshit to say i love her when i can't even be there for her. think its really time i grow up. think my family is really the priority and so irreplaceable in my life. think my own life is really insignificant compared to the wellness of my family. especially my mummy. and im actually starting to appreciate the fact that being able to quarrel with someone isn't a bad thing after all. because that's when you know that the bond between you and that person is so strong that you know he or she will definitely be there for you whenever they are needed. without a doubt

went tekong for my didi's pee-oh-pee today. was really proud of him. even though hes already an old soldier. but the wait to leave-the-island (quoting the boring host) was almost unbearable. more than an hour with nothing to do other than listening to interviews with several parents or friends of the soldiers which only revolves around TWO questions. isn't army suppose to be efficient? :/ but in the midst of the too-long wait. smartz brought me a good news(: she won two tickets for snow-white and im her NO.1 on the list to bring with her. THANKS DARLING! THATS WHY I LOLO YOU! can't wait!




alright. thats about all out of my plain jane life. i'll TRY to update more often. no promises though.heh

"My decision was made, made before I'd ever consciously chosen, and I was committed to seeing it through. Because there was nothing more terrifying to me, more excruciating, than the thought of turning away from him. It was an impossibility."

Everyone should read twilight.

When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end. I don't want anything from you.

cause i don't feel too strong

this song saved me tonight

I was made the wrong way
won't you do me the right way
where you gonna be tonight
'cause I won't stay too long

maybe you're the light for me
when you talk to me it strikes me
won't somebody help me
'cause I don't feel too strong

Was it something that I said
was it something that I did
or the combination of both that did me out

You know I'm hoping you sing along
I know it's not your favorite song
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
you know that some of us spin again
when you do, you need a friend
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
and I hate the thought of finally being erased
baby that's the best of me

Everything's behind you
but the hope will stand beside you
living in every moment
have I wasted all your time

Was there something that I said
was there something that I did
or the combination I broke that did me out

You know I'm hoping you sing along
I know it's not your favorite song
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
you know that some of us spin again
when you do, you need a friend
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
and I hate the thought of finally being erased
baby that's the best of me
baby that's the best of me

You know I'm hoping you sing along
I know it's not your favorite song
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
you know that some of us spin again
when you do, you need a friend
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
and I hate the thought of finally being erased
baby that's the best of me

shit box what am i thinking of
you need a friend.

stabilo

mugging days have started.but i think i need to step on it

i can't believe chanmalichan dracula rolled her eyes at me when i actually smiled at her.it really doesn't pay to be nice.does it?

skepticality is like scabs.they build up with more hurt and disappointment.afraid to love but yearn to be protected.but it takes alot for one to see the latter

just like the unwritten in an open book.

think.

to not expect because sometimes the unexpected is the most beautiful

too many what ifs form a vicious cycle

on monday, as i was running the risk of not being able to make it for stats test on time, i prayed. i pray that 151 will be there when i alight from 52. when i saw 151 turning ahead and 52 was still stuck at the traffic light, i prayed even harder. and before i knew it, 52 zoomed pass 151 at the bus-stop to stop at the upper part of the bus-stop (: however, the heavy jam didnt make things easier nor faster. i decided to rest in the Lord. i prayed for Him to bring me to the lt before the test begins (which was suppose to start at 830). when i rushed into the lt at 840. i was stunt. prof chan was still giving out the papers and the test has yet to begin

Sometimes things are too amazing and incredible for people to take all the credit

or the blame : im not saying we should then blame God for things we dont want to happen. but to have faith and rest in Him to bless us. just like in Philippians. challenges are always there. but we can choose to wallow in self-pity or face it without fear (:

breakeven

a random song

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

and sometimes when i think im over it, im not really there yet
but i do know i cannot look back. so i think im fine
just the memories part of the brain working too hard

the heart and the brain are two elites.but they don't make good partners. its easy when it does not happen to you. you don't have to be experienced. or a love guru. it can be as easy as common sense. but when the heart and the brain contradicts. short circuit happens. it saddens me to see a very dear friend so heartbroken. but sometimes you don't have to say anything but to trust her and be there for her.press on my dear. communication is very impt (:

and a rare thing i learnt from my dad: theres five personality in everyone. namely the normal child. the complaning child. the caring parent. the typical parent and the adult. and how effective communication is depends on which mode the communicators are in. a normal child will be teachable but expect things to be explained explicitly. a complaining child will be on a defensive mode. and an adult will be mature enough to talk things through in a calm manner. its human to err. but to admit one's mistake is a challenge. and its best to keep an open mind

38 more questions to go

a cute guy made my day
a cute guy spoilt my day

quirkz: thank you so much for accompanying me today.though i feel quite bad for staring at my comp most of the time.hope you had fun reading your brainless but fun book (: but i do think we had quite a constructive convo today (including the one at mos.heh) i guess it is really not easy to draw the line between dependence and liking. but then again. sometimes there is no need to draw the line. because time is a factor.happy or sad. oh well. we shall hope for our textured and shaped hair clean manly guys.one for you one for me.to appear soon ya(:

just when you think you're fresh and clean..

with pleasure

im just super glad toDAY is over.the night is not though.but i shall attempt to be optimistic

everything boils down to a choice. i can be nice but i can choose not to if im not in my best mood. but then again. i can choose to not let my bad mood affect others. but you might just catch me on a bad day where i feel don't feel like putting my head to making a rational decision.

and now.as much as my head tells me to sleep and rest. i need to choose to freaking keep it awake to finish up the ASS-SAY

but i guess we just got to give and take.right boss? this is how the world works. how everything balance out. but one thing many tends to forget is to always give with pleasure. and you would have already gain something

late night filet-o-fish meal is sinful. but the way way overdue meet up with boss and the intriguing talk makes it worthwhile(:

i hope our next meet up won't have to be six months later when you get your pink i/c.heh

i always think connections are important.not to help you climb up the ladder.but it makes life much easier.sometimes even with pleasant surprises(: and because of that. i got the lacoste bag that i've been eyeing for for super long today at more than 50% off when its only suppose to be 30 % off. quirkz manage to get a steal of getting a 160 bucks bag at less than 80 bucks as well. we totally dope the auntie la! shes so super cute. she just gave us staff discount on top of all the discounts that we are already enjoying even though she wasnt really suppose to. but because she was rather flustered. her speed was faster than quirkz and i could react. she basically made the decision of buying it there and then for the indecisive us.haha.MANYMANYKISSES to you auntie <33333 now i just pray that mummy doesn't scream her head off :/ so make more friends.not enemies cos you never know. you might just need someone's help someday

i need to tan

behind time

this week's a blur week. i haven't even properly figured out what i have to do and what i've done and its already friday.the only thing i know is falling sick scrunch up at the little corner of my bed while studying for bahasa test on sunday. not knowing how and when i doze off. the next thing i knew it was already monday morning. my head is giddy from the fever and my voicebox seems to be stuck. hurting like crap when i try to stretch it. but i still manage to force myself out of bed.make a dash to school and took the test in the im-dying-hurry-and-get-this-over-and-done-with state.if i do well enough.its God's grace.Amen!

and tuesday i was gone. defeated. went to see my doctor who actually even thought of dengue fever :/ this sounds sadistic.but man for the first time. thank God i had running nose! (because you won't have running nose if its dengue) i felt really bad that i couldn't go for my last tuition though. even though i've always wanted tuitions to be over. not going for the last one make it seem like i didn't do a proper closure. like something more to being irresponsible :/ but congrats to J for finally completing his pee-ass-ale(quirkz:don't you think THIS fits here super well.heh)-eeeeee. i really really pray and hope that he does well enough

the first happy and right thing that happened in the week would be meet-up with mrdarcy.finally! finally i was able to pass her her super overdue birthday present - the OMG-HAHA bag (: really really glad she likes it. dearest you're so going to stand out in the crowd and you're the only one who can carry that off(: but the dessert at sushi tei was a little disappointing. the usually shiok mayodama and chocolat wafer were so nothing-to-be-happy-about with the soggy biscuit covering and the malaysian manager telling us the whole batch is like that in the apologetic way. we can't say anything can we?

school's still the same old school, just that a used-to-be-lawyer tutor is out to make life so drama-mama and hard for us. hello woman.not everyone loves to argue like you do alright. you have to learn to finish listening to what others have to say.and i know YOU are not the professional. but please show some professionalism and do ABIT of research before u try to tell us what to do. you're not the only one whose busy please.and omg u freaking bear personal grudges la! we have reached the state of exasperation. the stage whereby we don't feel like doing anything to her. not even kill her (HA!).she is just totally off-frequency.i seriously doubt if she gave up a high paying job to teach or was she given up. im more slanted towards the latter. okay no.i think im sure about that.i can't wait for this stupid module to be over!

oh and one thing i learn this week is never to drink when you're still sick.not even when you think you're okay.tolerance level totally drop to pit bottom .everything just comes out from where it went in.errkkkkkkkk gross :/ enough.

and im still confused if this week is week 7 or 8 :/.i need to get down to serious work.can't screw this sem up totally if not i can dig hole for myself and then bury myself. my next mission: to go AHEAD of time!go go goggles!

i need to do something about my hair

whats the name of the game

HAPPY CHILDREN"S DAY to all the young and young-at-hearts(:

i don't know why i'm feeling so empty and bored
everyone seems to be getting attached. of cos i'm happy for them. but its just so hard to meet them now.what if i die a spinster?HEH.

i'm surprisingly craving for eclipse spearmint

super trouper

yay hari raya is here
yay psle is going to be over

test today served as a ultra loud wake up call for me. really am very disappointed with myself. i know i could have done better than this. so i can't blame anyone or anything. not even the f*up argumentative essay. just got to start mugging like mugging is the only mugger word i can use in all mugger sentences

tonight
the super trouper beam are gonna blind me
but i won't feel blue
like i always do
'cause somewhere in the crowd there's you

ah la la la la la

yesterday was a longg day

woke up at 4am to send maria off at the airport in the early early morning before the cuckedoo of the rooster.i always have mixed feelings sending friends off. glad for them. but sad at the same time because it means not seeing them for long.i'm not the crying type but looking at her granny cry makes me tear too.bon voyage maria!be well

off to ikea after for furniture shopping for the makeover of the ps room. though tired.it was still very enjoyable to be doing it with happy5friends(: brings back alot of memories from run-away-from-camp. now the ps room has new pretty curtains. colourful rug and a practical mirror. could have got more if we had more budget.but we'll make do

on our way back to school. we had a rather irritating encounter with this taxi uncle who got so high talking about oh-so-complicated-women. maybe i do have something wrong but its not my fault for not having a boyfriend. and yes.we all know "jerry" made a very good choice in choosing "jane". and noo.i don't think you called "sarah" sweeter than her boyfriend does.hair all stand please

and back in school.charlie's angels were like carpenters-cum-jigsaw-puzzlers. trying to piece the "high quality" bamboo floorings together. its quite tiring but we were all glad with the end-product. that small corner looks like a mini jap restaurant now(: "charlie's" not bad too. even though he sat outside like a mad man. laughing to himself most of the time. he came up with an amazing collage that tells alot of stories.right ed?haha.

lastly came the most anticipated event of the day: elmo's surprise. she was "kidnapped" from school all the way to vivo. taking loads of silly photos. not to mention all the stares that she got. finally ending up in the waters of sky garden(: sorry we had to do all the little things that weren't very nice.but its all part of the plan.heh.don't you think we were amazing too(: it all boils down to us loving you too much. and we're really glad you enjoyed yourself(: coming up next will be "charlie".haha. you can start plotting your revenge

its the second day of hols and i spent the whole day today binging and lazing away.how nice

will have loads to do after tomorrow

currently addicted to lucky by jason mraz(:

i wish we had one more kiss

and shit i think my blog template really sucks.anyone wants to help the IT idiot?

My my, how can i resist you?

just caught mamma mia today.well i agree that its a little cheesy.but i would say its still a show worth catching.the songs are just great.and i thought the director really satisfied his audience with justifying the popularity of a particular song with the length(or times) the song is played (: makes me totally want to replay and play and replay the soundtrack tonight. the cheesy-ness was it being exaggerating but it was done consciously.to suit the musical style of the movie.thought they brought out the effect quie successfully.but then.i still find it weird to see pierce brosnan doing a musical.imagine the guy who usually appears at the door with a gun suddenly leaning against the side of the door singing.haha.omg.hair stands

and i don't think i will make a good researcher next time.haha.i was out of the lab at 1540 today (lab was scheduled to end at 1700). well you could say i'm efficient.but mostly because i based it on my classmate's results and did my titration in less than 5 mins (people who understand will know that titration requires patience because you're suppose to find the end pt on your own.heh) and yest we did some expt on testing the efficiency of different emulsifying machines.it was quite interesting to begin with.we act use blender and mixer.felt like some cooking lesson (to be drug-chefs.hoho) but it became so mundane after awhile with all the waiting time due to the lack of equipments.we should have just do it as 2 groups.why four when in the end we'll come to the same conclusion?! oh wells. research and expts aint really my cuppa tea anyhoo.at least for now.so heck.i just want to rant

on the other hand.i don't know why but i keep having this why-can't-you-just-get-it and stop-pissing-me-off feeling.being very snappy.and i keep (sometimes wanting to but didn't) blaming people for things that i usually don't bother.i hope its due to pms (aint this the best excuse for girls to get away) for friends who felt it.i'm sorry i don't mean it you know. for those who didn't.good for you.keep it that way.ignorance is bliss(: i think i'm going cra-to-the-zee

tomorrow is finally the last day before the long-awaited break.even though its pendek sekali (very short). i should really cherish it and get some good rest to make up for the lack of rest during the three months break.not forgetting that i have to catch up on my work

and now.im still at thinking-of-a-question for argumentative essay.another sleepless night.someone save me!

i don't want to look back and say i never should have let you go

this feeling that remains

reading quirkz's blog makes me feel like im really neglecting my blog.so here i am
but its kinda pathetic because if im not really eager to be here. that probably means my life is so un-eggciting that i dont bother writing about it.hurr

truth is.theres really nothing much going on in my life now.other than sch and tuitions and more sch and tuitions.with a little hype in betweens.like meeting the girls makes me happy.and bumping into nic lim ke le (who treated us to omg-i've-nv-seen-so-many-starbucks-cakes-on-my-table) was a pleasant surprise.and finally meeting up with the naughty policeman and dearest mrdarcy.thats about it.even im getting bored

oh probably the capt's ball competition on sunday is worth mentioning.it was a random and spontaneous team but we manage to fight our way to 3rd (: walking away with 50 bucks gelare vouchers.meaning more waffles to come.yayness!(: but on a more serious note.i think the comp has probably allow me to see that christians are humans who are all learning to be better people as well.i'm not saying that i use to think that christians are flawless.but its just how God is all the more important in our lives.we can all say that the bible says we should be bla bla bla.but its when we need to apply them in daily lives that is the real deal.and i guess thats when we become more and more christ-like.Amen!

back to sch.i'm in such a hols mood now even though mid-term break officially starts next week.i just can't wait to take a break.sick of the stupid 4-days 8am lessons now.i can't even imagine how i survived sec sch and jc days.is this part of aging? :/ not.but yes yes i do know i need to catch up on my work and not wait till one mth before exams and start mugging again.i need and must pull up my cap.by 0.1 at least!go go goggles!

oh yes before i forget.if u happen to see this.act i really wonder who still reads my blog.try out purple rose at holland v block 42.the cakes there are yummily-home-made.it gives you the feeling of satisfaction after eating them.and according to the friendly owner (who trims his eyebrows.so cute).all the ingredients they use are the real deal.so its all well worth(: i'll definitely be there again

and some random stuff (im not in the right state of mind to make sure my post is cohesive now).
bbs i still think feeling can remain.at the stage when you know nothing is going to happen but yet it does not seem to be fading off anytime soon.yes i do think feeling can remain.in the past i would say that sucks.but now.i will say its just like that.no more trying cos feeling will only get deeper and we end up getting more hurt.no more struggling to forget cos it won't help the feeling fade any sooner.so just leave it.let it be.and for now.it remains

and this post ends.
with sixpence none the richer as love for the night (:

chained

i don't know why but no matter how much rest i have (or so i thought)
i still feel tired.mentally.i can't even tell if i'm like that because i haven't been disciplined or because i'm too tired to be disciplined.i feel like i'm chained to something.and the harder i struggle.the more tired i get
i just feel like i need a real good break.away from everything.to re-organise my thoughts and get back on my feets.refresh
even though i know its rather impossible.with the semester moving on so fast. never-ending assignments and tests just round the corner
i hate myself for being so un-motivated and un-determined

oh God.

fix our gaze

i think i'm really starting to neglect this place
pardon me cos i'm still trying to get myself organised

abit of update: YAY!PHARM RAG WON BEST CREATIVITY and BEST PRESENTATION!GRATULIERE!((:

well school has started. i'm still having the oh-man-yet-finally feeling. i'm not sure if i'm the only one feeling this, but with school starting, it kinds of put things into perspective. to put it simply,life is back to normal now.my timetable sucks though, and i'm having problems trying to wake up in the morning and making it to the lecture on time. for the record, i haven't reach school at 8am so far and i have four(freaking) days a week in which lessons starts at 8 :/ modules are what-can-i-say-ball-ring but no i don't have a choice so hang in there yanns! we even have to do effective comm which brings us back to secondary english lessons. i'm really trying very hard not to be skeptical about it

God discipline me

had a pleasant surprise today.and i'm glad it was so comfortable it didn't really feel real (:

i really should not be greedy

God give me peace at heart. for real


P.S i desperately want to watch a movie.

HAPPY BE-HEALTHY and SAVE-MONEY MONTH HOTZ!
(quirkz and smartz:ure by default involved as well)

excitement excitement(:
i'll be at singfest in a few hrs time
(its 3.51am now and i'm suppose to be up at 6.30am :/)
not as an audience but backstage crew
not really the "it" about seeing the various artistes and bands
but more of the working at such a big event
kind of a never-dream-of-it thing
and the heptagon-of-trust with tripleDEEs and tripleDOUBLEUUs is super fun and nice
so yea.i'm kind of looking forward to it(:

P.S sorry smartz and quirkz i don't think we can smuggle u girls in.my bad.i owe u girls one

on the other hand.i seriously don't understand how some people (actually only one) can be soooooo thick skin and totally overestimating himself and f***ing superficial
i can totally understand if you lack experience.and i believe everyone should have a chance to learn and grow.but oh please.take it from scratch and do it slow
why fight for all the big ass posts when u can't even deal with it properly.end up others have to clean shit for u.and the BEST part is.u don't even freaking realise it and u dare to question others' abilities and responsibilities
OH PLEASE!seriously
u need to learn how to be DOWN TO EARTH
if u don't know how to do it.open ur freaking mouth and ask.learn!don't just shove it to others to do it and make urself look damn busy
I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR EVERYTHING TO END!

right.i better be off to bed.goodnight world!

it takes some good to make it hurt

paint it like a picture

this week has been a fulfilling week as usual

finally managed to bring renee to a few interesting places other than ulu places she lives at during her stint here and her workplace.and being like a total silly singaporean tourist

first stop: Island Cremery + Adam Food Centre

for some singapore flavours
ice cream in the flavours of local food.yummy nasi lemak, carrot cake, murtabak and bla bla.
glad she liked it.quite alot(:
realise shes act super independent and has already explored newton circus on her own
way to go renee! (i hope your poor stomach ain't protesting anymore)

hopefully her visit to little china. indiatown and the quays are fun fun fun

and thank you my darlings,namely hotz.quirky.smartz.mr policeman.bbs and auntybel, for helping to make renee's trip here more memorable

I KNOW YOU KNOW I LOVE YOUSSS!<333>

second stop: Night Festival

its the first in singapore and since i've wanted to go for it.i thought i should just bring renee along.for being lucky to be here at the right time
i would say its a good change and experience once in awhile from the shoppings in town that are getting mundane
even though i wouldn't say i totally enjoyed it because of my cranky stomach.which i amazingly survived
surprise surprise to find our dearest peranakan friend quirky at the photo gallery.the sense of familiarity is heartwarming.quirky: please make a trip to visit yourself(:
and credits to light installation.awed respect.especially the one which made national museum looked like a sketch in an instant.its picture perfect!

and the week ended well
with a question answered
to give it a good closure
no more struggles
i'm at peace
i'm ready to snap out of it(i think)
and i'm happy all over again(:

and to quote someone (i seriously cannot rmb who)
'if its meant to happen
no matter how big the round is
it will still happen'


and the picture is completed..

i miss you like you were mine
omg this is so extremely silly stupid
whatever happened to a challenge with happy ending ):

the facade

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone

FOC is over and i should so be updating about it
but now i don't really know where to start
cos with some glitches here and there
overall it was ALL PURE FUN!(:

with SIX fantastic OGs:
morrigan
bishamonten
kartikeya
ogoun
sekhmet
minerva

the groovy and adorable mass dance

the scandalous SP interaction

freaky fright night (which left many classics)

crazy seniors vs juniors waterbombs battle

a newfound "sexy-cindy" (:

and manymanymany x291747325872 more

great memories(: which will definitely still be the topic over meals in the weeks to come
GREAT JOB all seniors! i'm not good with this but really. all who helped. in one way or another (and are reading this entry). you are greatly appreciated
i'm also really glad that many classmate-ships have deepened into real friendships.its just amazing
everything felt so worth it when good feedbacks just keep flowing in
best was "pharm camp is better than xxxxx camp"
yay-ness!

NOW its pure madness : battle
with planning for FOW
helping out with rag (now i know why factories' aunties love their jobs)
and hosting renee(my exchange student from netherlands)

i love what i'm doing
but i don't know how much longer can i hold out for
sometimes i just need support
even a single day of peace can be very comforting

its a down period
when songs bring tears effortlessly
i can't explain
i don't know how
but i will definitely snap myself out of it
maybe i'm just burning out

now all i need is sleep..

P.S mother.not to worry."rag stayover" will definitely be loads of fun(:

when its only shadow and you

if i don't write something here
i'm going to burst

*@*(#@&(*&@(#
WHY MUST YOU ALWAYS SCREW THINGS UP AND EXPECT US TO CLEAN SHIT FOR YOU?! I'M SORRY BUT WE WISHED YOU DIDN'T TOUCH ANYTHING!URGH!
*@&#!(#*&(*@(@*

took a stroll from bugis to bras basah to rafflescity
with my favourite drink
did a little shopping alone today at bras basah
the popular there has interesting treasures
which made my day
in an unexpected way (:

can anyone differentiate being free from squeezing time out because i think you are worth it?

so near yet so far.

dry-run the whole day and
meeting at 3am in the morning is
draining.

its next week.
stress
worry
EXCITED

oh God please keep me healthy
with a booming voice

jinx!owe me cold rock.

when songs fit so well.my heart just go stiff.

..I was meant to tread the water
But now I've gotten in too deep

For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart..


when the happy song becomes bittersweet
you leave me hanging
I don't know what i'm doing anymore

mix and match

yay finally found the time to come here!

the past few weeks had been busy busy busy

but loads of fun(:

first up: sheen's surprise

so glad u love it darling

and we're genius

a foolproof plan within 6 days

sheena ROCKS!

then: DVC june'08
kids are havoc
tell me why i love them
oh why(:
kids' talk never fail to make me smile
with hope

enjoyed:RocktheSub
timbre
good music(:
weird host
bad beer

after: mini road trip(:
we're so stuck together
smartgurlz123
hotgurlz73
mesoquirky
mesogorgeous
policeman
ra-ra love reignited!(:
hold me tight...

followed by: haircut at rochor centre
found a new nice place to go to
my hair is cut and dyed (can't really see now though)
but im happy with new hair!

newfriendfound: patch
so adorable!
the curled up tail
the light brown fur
and love to go round and round in circles
love fruits like me
i will miss him for sure

newexperience:gig
angsty age relived
AHAH!

burnt: dryrun I
fun fun fun
looking forward to camp(:
God please bless us




God has been so faithful
unbelievable grace

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST MUMMY!(((:

to quote phil: I AM TWEN-TEEN! (((:

thanks for all the love
i know im blessed(:
will update soon.

sinking into simplicity

i think i can start to love auntumn
without the extreme heat of summer
without the extreme coldness of winter
something in between
and golden falling leaves
i think i can start to love autumn(:

play-a-fool-on-yanns day

three things i was supposed to do today:

1. go to church
.. and i stupidly forgot to set my alarm last night and overslept :/

2. start dance lesson
.. went all the way there to realise it starts next week

3. tuition
..the only thing that went well.


im not sure if im liking this feeling all over again

food galore!

the past three days are spent pigging out!

sushi tei on friday
tested and proven
you only need to try once to get addicted

the desserts alone makes me salivate, don't they sheen :D

p.s. deee.this time its your own fault for not being there.HEH
-
the lovely mumm-ies' day celebration on saturday
thanks dal for the yummy cheesecake
come on.teach my aunt a trick or two
they are one big market.hoho
-
zhou's kitchen on sunday
just for my dearest mummy(:
pleasant family dinner
-
now im bloated
I NEED TO WORKOUT!

quote of the day:
even the best can show the worst behaviour
and even the worst can have the best virtue


silly-ly hilarious.sweet-ly freaky

freedom regained!

ITS FINALLY OVER!!

wouldn't say i feel damn good coming out from the exam hall
but im sooooooooooooooo glad its over !
doesn't really sound like me
even my bro and my mum was shocked
i actually spend my first day after exams at home
but it was a good day to just laze around home
napping is such a leisure
but then again
i think i really need to do something
can't wait to go shopping. tanning. chilling etc etc
i'm still having exam jitters
like waking up from my sleep thinking i haven't finish studying for a paper
this is what exams has done to me :/
-
anyhoo.this is what we did after exams
wonder if the whole class is really there
but the effort to organise this is well appreciated(:

i swear i saw the camera.but the camera didn't tell me it didn't see my whole face :/

the ratio of the girls..

..is to the guys.hoho

p.s. i hope s*u doesn't see this
-

i like rainy days
i like rainy nights
i like it to rain when i'm at home
actually
i only like it to rain when i want it to
isn't that humans
we always want things to go our way
and when they don't
the first thing we do is to say
"not me!"

insanity.

2 down, 3 more to go
and my biological clock is totally messed up
-
anyhow
RSVP is Répondez s'il vous plaît
which means please respond in french
pronounce as "RAY-SPON-DAY-SEE-VOO-PLAY"

i learn something new everyday(:
-
i want to eat piping hot tau sar bao
and drink ice milo

when i'm here it means that i need a break.hoho
-
other than the usual mugging this week

swimming with dearest M was very much enjoyable
and the yummy lunch we had is totally rejuvenating(:
MUST TRY! the tau sar bread from the bakery at kovan cold storage
nice chewy bread with tau sar intertwined throughout the whole bread
and bits of sesame (:
-
met a p4 girl at the library (its the second time actually)
shes sooo adorable
her cheeki-ness cracks me up
but her bag is even bigger and heavier than mine
its drowning her.poor thing
not sure if i'll see her again
sounds ridiculous
but i think i'll miss her.really ):
-
i need to stay awake longer
but my weak-ening stomach doesnt allow me to take coffee
i miss java chip and belgian choc
what else can i do to keep myself awake?

A pinch of salt

a little here and there of what i experienced this week
-
studying has been alright i guess
just need to constantly remind myself to keep going
my fellow-rubber-BIG-time-studymate-ali-o
a small, cosy(but freezing) corner of harbourfront
ABIT of gossip here and there
restricting ourselves to one-hour periods of no-talking studying
makes studying oh-so much better
yay I LOVE YOU ALI O!
(whoops am i suppose to keep the declaration a hush-hush.too drama.hoho!)
-
dinner with love at pizza hut was crazy.again
2 girls 3 dishes !
a couple's meal (one crispy thin pizza + 2 pepsi + 2 soup of the day)
one basil crayfish spaghetti
one hut's platter
sinful indulgence
Y-U-M-M-Y!(:
-
went swimming with darling merdin
its always so great to chat with her
i'm so excited for her new job.all the way girl!(:
oh and the lifeguard told us we are like sponge
because our body will absorb water when we swim
so its perfectly normal to feel/weigh heavier after swimming
we need time for the excess water to evaporate
hmm.not sure how true that is
(no mechanism that i've learn so far explains that)
but its still music to my ears
-
discovered a nice hakka yong tau foo store (:
its in the food centre directly above bishan interchange
the soup is refreshing and not too salty
all the beans give it a tinge of healthi-ness
the fried meat balls are MUST TRY too!
the juice that gush out in your mouth on the first bite
heavenly!
-
merdin once asked "what actions make you pissed immediately?"
(those that make you go tsk!)
and i think mine isn't one action but any actions that make me feel condescended
to the rude uncle on the bus:
i know i'm listening to my ipod
i know i look geeky with my specs (but i love it)
i know it doesn't help that im reading my notes
but i do respond to bus stopping OKAY!
just be patient
i won't hinder you from getting off the bus
nor will the bus zoom off in seconds
so allow the bus to stop first can't you?
i need a foothold for heaven's sake
you don't have to wave your hands in front of my eyes!
[applies to all the kiasu uncles and aunties out there]
-
a little more stress after tuition with J
to find out his exams clashes with mine
meaning i have to squeeze in tuitions in the midst of my exams
but i can't complain.its obligation
well.at least it makes me more motivated to study
-
and lastly
a song i connect with now:

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wild world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to run
I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade
Play hide and seek with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore
And imagine how i'll make the world a better place

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognize
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

Na-na-na-na...

If I were a little girl
Trying to clean up the whole wide world
I'd kick the bad boys back to school
Teach them fighting's just not cool
I'd give every kid a teddy bear
Turn starving people into millionaires
Break glass ceilings with dynamite
Sprinkle a little sugar and spice
Turn the bullies that terrorize
Into pink poodles that bark but don't bite

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognize
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

Na-na-na-na...

Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me
Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me from myself

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world

sleeping for two hours is bad
but working through the night makes me feel like i've really worked hard
and i do think i work better at wee hours
so its probably going to be like that for a period of time
ARGH!meaning i'm going to get uglier
birdnest someone

realise i've been spending more time on my own recently
no particular reason
but i actually do like it that way
time for reflection is refreshing
things have been happening too fast nowadays
sometimes i don't know what i'm doing

anyhoooo..
MEET MY NEW IPOD NANO! (:
its a black beauty
i'm so geared up for mugging now

29/04 LSM1401
30/04 PY1106
03/05 GEK1001
05/05 SSS1207
07/05 PR1103

come come come and GO!

even though its going to be hectic after exams
but i'm looking forward to it
its going to be loads of fun(:



How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head

i realise i don't have much that i can say here now
except boring everyone with whinings about mugging
and i hate to do so
and so i won't
not sure if its good or bad
but i do have the tendency to put on a strong front
only realising it after
but its still me
and im not complaining

just a random thought
being too rational and analytical
makes me doubt even my own sincerity at times
they seem to be weak
emotional people then make me envious
of how they can be so sure of themselves at times
and so i tell myself
to hold on to the feelings that hit me real hard
for then i will know i am truly serious about it

im in a closet now, its an open secret

oh man.i've been so neglecting this space
things are piled so high up im drowning
but to all those who cared (:
im good already.fixed(:
what does not kill you makes you stronger
doesn't it?
cheesy but heh.its what applies now

well.even though im kind of lagging from what im suppose to do

webcastS
proposal
assignmentS

im really glad i found motivation
and i hope it keeps me going through this
every-minute-counts period

im happy all over again

i prayed for strength and discipline

breakdown

sometimes all you need is to fall
it hurts but you don't die
but it hits you that you need to live on
and the only way to do that is to pick yourself up
after you dry your tears
take a little comfort from your dear friends' encouragement
get away for awhile (to swim even when you're sick)
clear your mind (in the rain)
and you fix yourself

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reVerse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just watch and learn

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you


i never knew i could be so disappointed with myself
coldplay is therapeutic

meeting expectations comes with expectations
will falling make things better
responsibility don't come with escape
don't bring me to that point

money fall from the sky please

drawing me closer to you

oooh.i realise i've left this place blank for wayyy too long
need i say more
been really busy
been bitchy
been irritable
but i think im growing
uglier in appearance (lack of 94259640850453 hrs of sleep)
but to be more accepting.i hope (:
whole lot of things waiting to be done
like what my friend said "wah.you split ur time in slots"
apprehensive accompanied with excitement
and vice versa


make some sense out of this madness

THANKS A MILLION!

thank you for the overwhelming response!
and special thanks to those great friends who help me in spreading the words((:
really appreciate it

im please/but sorry to announce that the first survey has maxed out
so for those who haven't done it.pls access the survey (its exactly the same) at this link:

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=eYcZFvTKb90gNWiaYIyuKw_3d_3d

once again.THANK YOU!can't say that enough

HELP!

hello everyone!

im currently doing a project on pubs/cafes in uncommon places with 3 other classmates
please kindly fill up this survey.it won't take more than 10 mins of your time.i promise!
all you kind souls out there.please get it done within this week as my project is due next week
I KNOW I HAVE GREAT NICE FRIENDS(:
i shall say a big THANK YOU to all who helped.really appreciate it
LOVE YOU GUYS!<3

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=nRB2bsmDSr13A9Y9QwsNWg_3d_3d

P.S for those who have already done it, you will have to do it again, because i can only do it once. I AM SO SORRY!THANKS A MILLION!owe you guys big time! :/

yay finally the hols are here!
and thank God.i do not have any cee-ace after the break
meaning: no mugging this week
but there are proj.assgn.and proposals to be done
going to be RATHER busy
you can try dating me still
if you're lucky.you might just get a slot(:
-
ohh.my ipod is officially certified):
anyone kind enough to donate me 300 bucks?
or even 150 bucks? i'll slave for you
i want to get the 8gb ipod nano!
-
caught ps i love you
love the irish slang
but too bad hairy guys turn me off
even though the rating is two stars/popcorns
i still think its well worth it
at least it managed to make me teared (fyi: i do not cry easily)
and im sooo glad she did not end up with daniel
no im not being sadistic
but come on.she only lost her husband for a year
doesn't make sense to fall in love with another guy
when the movie is suppose to show how deep is her love for her husband
right?
-
and bbs
plus terence ng
i soooo do not look like p******!
no im never going to admit it
its not even true

oh yes!

and this is the family of patrick

so far(:

the heart of life is good

finally finally!

CA ONE is OVERR!okay actually it ended yesterday so my recess break officially starts today.hurray!(:

so now.for the very very backdated but still i want to blog

read at your own wish

lets backtrack to two weeks ago..

-
first up: CHINESE NEW YEAR

its a pineapple tarts and bak kwas year!

munch and munch and munch

and all the fats came creeping back

but it was fun to be doing all the visiting again

after missing last year's cny

first day first stop was my great granny's place

she has live for more than a century and still counting (:

and its so amazing to have FIVE generations under one roof

hail my family!

second day was grandfather's lovely descendants' visit to grand-uncles and family

its always like an excursion

with my uncle being the driver

and this year the pok van is upgraded to a mini-bus!

cool-lool-gool!

the family power stretched on to a late night movie

even though we ended up watching the jay chou's movie

which is dead lame.i thought

but it was the company that matters (:

the fifth generation

this is havoc

and our best driver(:

fourth day of cny: reunion lunch with the girls
dee couldn't come because kash fell sick.that poor dude ):
and since wzeeeee was craving for jap food
we decided to go for sushi tei
we ate like we haven't eaten for three days
each of us had a main course
and on top of that
we had a cha soba, five plates of sushi off the conveyor belt and three plates of dessert
dee the photos are meant for you to see.heh

-
next up: valentine's day

another date-less year
but its fine.im blessed with the sweetest friends
so wrong to think that it wouldn't be a big thing in uni
my bench was so filled with flowers and goodies after pharm pract break that i could barely write
THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO GAVE ME A LITTLE SOMETHING!they totally made my day(: especially the cuddly new addition to the patrick's family.adore it!
i know i've been lazy this year.heh
there is this special atmosphere in school with almost everyone dressed-up to their best
so prepared for dates.its as though love is really in the air.hurr
holland-v-ed with the 2 girls and our favourite policeman after school
and cruel wzeeeee kept mutilating my patrick
till dee's green man came along and suffered the same fate
cold-rock is a must try!
imagine having all your favourite snacks in your favourite ice-cream
i am drooling.
sheens the poor girl asked her bf to go home because he was too tired
and so we, the great friends, went to accompany her on this day of love
and when we get together we 'chew' (:

patrick is NOT cuter like that

gifts from pharm-ers and crusaders

the cutest and sweetest from jein

spell h-e-a-v-e-n-l-y(:

love is in the air.heh

the pretty cat(:

love from the girls

and i still like this best.

that sums up my vday

but its so amazing how it seems like nothing had happened the previous day the next day in school

like the love-in-the-air was never there

like fairytale.AHA!

-

thereafter was a week of mugging and stress

with a test on mon and another on thurs

and me not having revised anything at all

but thankfully.with God's grace

i was able to get down to some proper studying

even though i fell ill in the midst.still is

am so glad both papers are over

now i just pray for the best

-

and today today today was sentosa day!

been wanting to go sun-tanning in ages

not going to let anything hinder the plan

not my illness

not the *er hem*

im going.thats for sure!

oh but before that

kudos to kevin ben laurence

who patiently waited for the three late queens in his group for abt an hour!

my dear pd.i owe you ice-cream

but i think he has learnt his lesson.he knows what i mean.hurr

and the day at the beach with wzeeeee was love

favourite music

chips and drinks

suntan oil

cleo

and our cameras(:

the life i embrace

first she cut me off

then she cut herself off

we are so going to head back again to get even tan-ner!

yay finally done!alrite im going to be diligent in the future. long posts are sooo tiring :/

p.s my beloved ipod spoilt ): i feel like something is missing in my life.i hope the applecentre people are nice :/


unplayed pianos
are often by a window
in a room where nobody loved goes
she sits alone with her silent song
somebody bring her home

24th may

based on your birthday (from facebook) ..

'You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out. Your Love, Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic.'

to be very honest.i think its true.to an extent that i myself am rather surprised.explains why i actually find it blog-worthy

but then again.i still think it doesn't make sense to have everyone born on the same day to have the same character.what say you?

'i want a refund' - cheryl tan the disaster freak

this week has been a tiring and busy week
i did enjoy myself.alot
but i really don't know what i've learnt from lessons so far
i don't feel like a student at all
rather i feel like im working for end-you-ass (whoops!)
omgosh i so need to focus and get down to serious work
2 CAs coming up nxt week
pray hard for me

no ant im not being lazy
updates will be up soooooon!
when i finish the dreaded-nxt-week
i promise i won't miss out any interesting stuff(:

OUCH!ouch..

tell me what i'm doing is right ):

DISTENSION!
my stomach is bursting
somebody save me!

yay!finally found out how to link!
THANKS BABOOSENG!REALLY MANY THANKS!(((:
not just ONE okay.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEIN!

alrite.since its the wee hrs of thurs now
technically the day before (tues)
we celebrated dearest jein's twentieth in advance
with the romantic setting of the sky garden at vivo (:
so sorry i was late.but i was being a good girl helping my mummy with groceries at the market.heh
even though the wind was super strong
we managed to get the birthday girl to make a wish and blow out one BIG candle successfully
we had a yummy cheesy blueberry cheesecake (baked by the aspiring baker sheen's darling)
its so delicious the happy FIVE friends just kept digging at it
and gobbled everything!
for that.i shall do a little advert for him here:
those who want yummy homemade cheesecake which won't give you the oh-i'm-so-sick-of-it feeling after (explains why we finished the WHOLE cake). please order it from the baker through me. the price is very reasonable and he does delivery (:
we then spent some time just chilling in the beautiful weather
talking rubbish and catching up (sounds unbelievable but we rarely get to talk even though we see one another in school pratically everyday)
and of course, camwhoring(:
even though we were all too full
the birthday boy uncle raymond (oops!) wanted lunch at dian xiao er
we can't disappoint him
so there was another round of binge-ing
all the joggings are so going to waste
the nice seniors got jein a present too
but to our (cheryl and i) greatest horror!
they included a slimy disgusting rubbery frog in it
which totally made us jumped out of our seats
pray hard they won't pull this trick on us on our birthdays :/

any orders ?

made a wish..

and blew out the candle!yay!

Happy FIVE Friends(:

Charlie's angels..

caught Charlie on a spree with the tiger!

thereafter. it was movie with the girls (:
for those who love heartwarming and sweet movies
27 dresses is a must watch!
every details is so well taken care of
it just makes you smile from within
oh.and for a bonus
James Marsden is HOT!

alrite.happy new year once again to all!
enjoy the yummy goodies and think about the waistline after(:

MASSIVE ATTACK!

met delta to celebrate sham's and merdin's birthday yest

they are always so fun to be with

a not-so-successful surprise

spoilt by the birthday girls themselves.ahah

dinner at breeks

and DESSERT!

you've got to try this with a group of friends

its more of the fun than the taste

one-third of us

ready?get set.GO!

its huge!convinced?

the things said hit me hard but set me free

glad you were there(:

have you experienced this before?
while walking.you come face to face with a stranger
and both of you try to give way
but always to the same side
and end up doing a "cha-cha"

happened to me today while crossing the road
and the guy apologised
i must have looked really scary
(my friends always say i look dao when i don't smile.too bad)
plus i was totally running late for the trng session at MM
oh. no worries its so not your fault (even though you won't see this)
hilarious
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oh.and do i really look very different with make up?
mixed feelings when they say i looked pretty(ier) today(i'm not boasting.oh pls)
always put on as little as i could
but still.thanks!(((:
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my granny's place is a place filled with bliss and sin
love my family to the core
can't wait to see them on cny
and its sin because the food is sooo yummilicious
it never fails to hinder my lose weight plan
my granny should just open a restaurant
and share the love(:
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so lost with facebook.
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i realise its been sometime since i post an entry with photos
haven't been bringing my pretty cam out
soon soon.
i've to stop procrastinating.for everything.



i feel at peace today.more or less.somehow

classic

after nat heritage lect yesterday..

jein: im not going for place lect
someone (i can't rmb who): oh hor.jein is becoming a ponster
me: terence.come on.join the club
terence: im not into po[r]n

AND i am not the po[r]n queen
(don't you dare roll your tongues. &@^#@^)
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tried threading for the first time today
was really scared initially because jein said its going to be painful
the person didn't make it any better
they were so engrossed in their chattering it makes you feel so insecure
but would have to admit they are really pros
its painful!esp when its at the parts where the skin is thinner
but bearable
will defintely go back agn(:
sorry sheenzie u had to go first.heh
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always enjoyed the company of the girls and a policeman(:
was their personal shopper for the day
mainly because im really broke
but im so happy for them
each got something for themselves
and as usual we chilled and talked about so many random stuff
totally made my day



i need to "fish"
but will it work
why oh why

if tomorrow never comes.

we have to sweep today's possibility
under tomorrow's rug
until we can't anymore
until we finally understand for ourselves
like benjamin franklin meant

that knowing is better than wondering
that waking is better than sleeping

and that even the biggest failure
even the worse,most intractable mistake
beats the hell out of never trying


never leave you heart alone.

oppression

watched the house on friday
its oh-emm-gee scaryyyy shit
plus terence had to tap me just after i got a shocked
but with a crowd full of couples
God knows why (cunning bfs)
did not get to scream like i wanted to
nearly died trying to suppress
though it didn't work most of the time

bottomline: DON'T tap me from nowhere these few days
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inter-year sports carnival on sat
most games were really fun
hilarious to be exact
but some were so *@%*$
we just had to win to shut them up

we got 3rd. well done team A(:
we're sooo desperate for haagen dazs.hoho
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pineapple tarts are yummy
grapes and cherries are sexy.

yay it rhymes(:

if you have a tumour in your brain..

would you rather live 10 more years but losing your memories?

or. live 5 more years having your memories intact?


we think alike
but i might just be thinking too much

the breath taking

this is a great place for dates and chill-outs

its so magnificent we took 104 photos!

and these are a few

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nus people are getting too smart they are getting weird
stealing dessert spoons
get a life!
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He is so amazing
He tells me to keep faith
And prayers will be answered(: