fix our gaze

i think i'm really starting to neglect this place
pardon me cos i'm still trying to get myself organised

abit of update: YAY!PHARM RAG WON BEST CREATIVITY and BEST PRESENTATION!GRATULIERE!((:

well school has started. i'm still having the oh-man-yet-finally feeling. i'm not sure if i'm the only one feeling this, but with school starting, it kinds of put things into perspective. to put it simply,life is back to normal now.my timetable sucks though, and i'm having problems trying to wake up in the morning and making it to the lecture on time. for the record, i haven't reach school at 8am so far and i have four(freaking) days a week in which lessons starts at 8 :/ modules are what-can-i-say-ball-ring but no i don't have a choice so hang in there yanns! we even have to do effective comm which brings us back to secondary english lessons. i'm really trying very hard not to be skeptical about it

God discipline me

had a pleasant surprise today.and i'm glad it was so comfortable it didn't really feel real (:

i really should not be greedy

God give me peace at heart. for real


P.S i desperately want to watch a movie.

HAPPY BE-HEALTHY and SAVE-MONEY MONTH HOTZ!
(quirkz and smartz:ure by default involved as well)

excitement excitement(:
i'll be at singfest in a few hrs time
(its 3.51am now and i'm suppose to be up at 6.30am :/)
not as an audience but backstage crew
not really the "it" about seeing the various artistes and bands
but more of the working at such a big event
kind of a never-dream-of-it thing
and the heptagon-of-trust with tripleDEEs and tripleDOUBLEUUs is super fun and nice
so yea.i'm kind of looking forward to it(:

P.S sorry smartz and quirkz i don't think we can smuggle u girls in.my bad.i owe u girls one

on the other hand.i seriously don't understand how some people (actually only one) can be soooooo thick skin and totally overestimating himself and f***ing superficial
i can totally understand if you lack experience.and i believe everyone should have a chance to learn and grow.but oh please.take it from scratch and do it slow
why fight for all the big ass posts when u can't even deal with it properly.end up others have to clean shit for u.and the BEST part is.u don't even freaking realise it and u dare to question others' abilities and responsibilities
OH PLEASE!seriously
u need to learn how to be DOWN TO EARTH
if u don't know how to do it.open ur freaking mouth and ask.learn!don't just shove it to others to do it and make urself look damn busy
I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR EVERYTHING TO END!

right.i better be off to bed.goodnight world!

it takes some good to make it hurt