Tuesday, June 29, 2010

no?

there are those who take words seriously,
and then those who don't
but its not their fault
maybe its their way to make themselves feel better

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

little things in life

Lazing in my bed on rainy days
Staring out of the window on blue sky days
Taking a stroll on windy evenings
Dipping in the pool on sunny days

Getting myself a mcflurry
basking in happiness on the first mouthful

Watching silly girly dramas
smiling like its happening to me
crying till everything else is blur

Meeting my favourite people
talking like there is no tomorrow
laughing till my tummy hurts

Catching a glimpse of my eye-candies
imagining that they looked at me too

Listening to my favourite music
singing along

What is life
without these little things in life

Thursday, March 25, 2010

memories

It was the best of times, it was the worse of times
Where the only thing I can count on is that time changes everything

Monday, March 15, 2010

because horror on earth is real and it is everyday
it is like a flower or like the sun;
it cannot be contained.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

thanksgiving

anything that hard is only made more difficult by not having your best friend by your side
- Blair Waldorf

that's why for those who have always been there for me
you know who you are
i love you.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

heartfelt

when it comes to family, we're all still children at heart
no matter how old we get, we always need a place to call home
because without the people you love most, you can't help but feel all alone in the world
- xoxo

Friday, February 5, 2010

Intimacy

It's weird how I find it so immensely sweet, yet disturbing at the same time.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

gravity

seems to have reached a peak
the feeling of wasted effort
no matter how hard I try to change
and hope to see an improvement
I seem to be stuck at the same spot
or becoming worse
free falling

a miscalculated circling, a sad, partnerless dance.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

put aside the beautiful lies

in a usual htht with hotz
we realise the passion in the friendship is somehow missing
many reasons for it
maybe we're just too caught up with work or our own life
maybe we have gotten too use to one another
but whichever it is

we don't measure our friendship by the duration or the strength
for we all know the bond is always there

and we treasure one another
just like family

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

they'll be gone,gone like the wind

it is persistence that requires courage;

I like this alot
it's TWO-O-ONE-O people!


Friday, January 22, 2010

dedication


take good care of yourself M

till we meet again(:
life is still the same
it was only my imagination that took me away

but pain is part of learning who you are

Monday, January 18, 2010

She kissed him;it was glorious

I learn more about myself today
I've always been searching, not knowing what I'm really looking for
now I know, I'm in search for the person who is also in search of someone special to him
someone who after he lays his eyes on, no one else can take his gaze off
not dependent on time
not dependent on age
not dependent on moments of loneliness
I realise I live in fantasy, or maybe not
but what's wrong with that
I guess I've learnt to be more patient
in the wait for someone who's worth falling head over heels for

'To us there was only one true love in everyone's life; we had no concept of compromise, or retrys."
-Susie Salmon, The Lovely Bones

I was almost alive again.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

it just gonna get better!

with the help of my dearest didi
i packed the messiest part of my room today
finally!
rummaging through the pile of papers and what-nots
brought back so much memories of the good old days
happy and not-so-happy
i chose to keep those happy and precious (:

especially these few...
thank you for making my life so much more meaningful these few years
you know who you are(:

i am so ready to kickstart the semester

Sunday, January 3, 2010

strawberry fields forever

and the walk into the new year was a blast
with the people who made me who i am
and my favourites that is family to me
blood, no blood
no matter
the ones i wanted to be with even if its just for an hour
what do i do if not for you
the ones i gave my virgin k-trip to
i'm sure there are many more first we'll share
and the ones who never left me
you know you're remembered
with all the love come bliss
with all the hugs come comfort
with all the pats come strength
i am only left with a heart-so-filled with gratitude
to shout out my love to all you out there at the top of my voice
I LOVE YOU!

i'm merry with my spendings today
food brings laughter
and books make me feel smart(:


Life is a perpetual yesterday for us.