no?

there are those who take words seriously,

and then those who don't

but its not their fault

maybe its their way to make themselves feel better

little things in life

Lazing in my bed on rainy days

Staring out of the window on blue sky days

Taking a stroll on windy evenings

Dipping in the pool on sunny days

Getting myself a mcflurry

basking in happiness on the first mouthful

Watching silly girly dramas

smiling like its happening to me

crying till everything else is blur

Meeting my favourite people

talking like there is no tomorrow

laughing till my tummy hurts

Catching a glimpse of my eye-candies

imagining that they looked at me too

Listening to my favourite music

singing along

What is life

without these little things in life

memories

It was the best of times, it was the worse of times
Where the only thing I can count on is that time changes everything

because horror on earth is real and it is everyday

it is like a flower or like the sun;

it cannot be contained.

thanksgiving

anything that hard is only made more difficult by not having your best friend by your side

- Blair Waldorf

that's why for those who have always been there for me

you know who you are

i love you.

heartfelt

when it comes to family, we're all still children at heart
no matter how old we get, we always need a place to call home
because without the people you love most, you can't help but feel all alone in the world
- xoxo

Intimacy

It's weird how I find it so immensely sweet, yet disturbing at the same time.

gravity

seems to have reached a peak

the feeling of wasted effort

no matter how hard I try to change

and hope to see an improvement

I seem to be stuck at the same spot

or becoming worse

free falling

a miscalculated circling, a sad, partnerless dance.

put aside the beautiful lies

in a usual htht with hotz

we realise the passion in the friendship is somehow missing

many reasons for it

maybe we're just too caught up with work or our own life

maybe we have gotten too use to one another

but whichever it is

we don't measure our friendship by the duration or the strength

for we all know the bond is always there

and we treasure one another

just like family

they'll be gone,gone like the wind

it is persistence that requires courage;

I like this alot

it's TWO-O-ONE-O people!

dedication

take good care of yourself M

till we meet again(:

life is still the same

it was only my imagination that took me away

but pain is part of learning who you are

She kissed him;it was glorious

I learn more about myself today
I've always been searching, not knowing what I'm really looking for
now I know, I'm in search for the person who is also in search of someone special to him
someone who after he lays his eyes on, no one else can take his gaze off
not dependent on time
not dependent on age
not dependent on moments of loneliness
I realise I live in fantasy, or maybe not
but what's wrong with that
I guess I've learnt to be more patient
in the wait for someone who's worth falling head over heels for

'To us there was only one true love in everyone's life; we had no concept of compromise, or retrys."
-Susie Salmon, The Lovely Bones

I was almost alive again.

it just gonna get better!

with the help of my dearest didi

i packed the messiest part of my room today

finally!

rummaging through the pile of papers and what-nots

brought back so much memories of the good old days

happy and not-so-happy

i chose to keep those happy and precious (:

especially these few...

thank you for making my life so much more meaningful these few years

you know who you are(:

i am so ready to kickstart the semester

strawberry fields forever

and the walk into the new year was a blast

with the people who made me who i am

and my favourites that is family to me

blood, no blood

no matter

the ones i wanted to be with even if its just for an hour

what do i do if not for you

the ones i gave my virgin k-trip to

i'm sure there are many more first we'll share

and the ones who never left me

you know you're remembered

with all the love come bliss

with all the hugs come comfort

with all the pats come strength

i am only left with a heart-so-filled with gratitude

to shout out my love to all you out there at the top of my voice

I LOVE YOU!

i'm merry with my spendings today

food brings laughter

and books make me feel smart(:

Life is a perpetual yesterday for us.

so old yet so young

i've been happy this week

even with that weird feeling that is still there

i've been out and i must say all were enjoyable good times

probably except the crowd and people

if i die one day

cause of it will be comparisons and naggings

urgh

circle

i realise its not the first time i've had this feeling

but it just feels like this time its going to last longer

call me lazy call me boring and what others have you

my home seems to pull me in much stronger than all the

going-out-and-have-fun s.

maybe its part of growing up

maybe i'm just tired

not physically

not mentally too.not really

but just something that feels like its not coming through

or maybe it came through

it feels like my family is all i need

but yet i know how some people are so important to me

i envy people who keeps on meeting new people

interesting people

people who add on chapters to their life

yet i'm comfortable in my own circle

sitting at the top of the tallest building

with a revolving platform and glass window

waiting

for things to happen

for people who see me for who i am

not just the fun and outgoing girl

2009 is coming to an end

great things happened

but many are still out of place

i've been active the whole year round

or so i feel

i'm lying on the passive end now

2010 will be better

why is it so difficult to not hurt the person i least want to hurt):

twice shy

words that were said before

are so clear when you hear them

from outside the situation

you've just got to stop denying

lover is the sunshine; could get too scorching and hurting sometimes

but family is the shelter; never fails to protect you whether from the pouring rain or the roaring sun

(: