Thursday, February 4, 2010

gravity

seems to have reached a peak
the feeling of wasted effort
no matter how hard I try to change
and hope to see an improvement
I seem to be stuck at the same spot
or becoming worse
free falling

a miscalculated circling, a sad, partnerless dance.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

put aside the beautiful lies

in a usual htht with hotz
we realise the passion in the friendship is somehow missing
many reasons for it
maybe we're just too caught up with work or our own life
maybe we have gotten too use to one another
but whichever it is

we don't measure our friendship by the duration or the strength
for we all know the bond is always there

and we treasure one another
just like family

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

they'll be gone,gone like the wind

it is persistence that requires courage;

I like this alot
it's TWO-O-ONE-O people!


Friday, January 22, 2010

dedication


take good care of yourself M

till we meet again(:
life is still the same
it was only my imagination that took me away

but pain is part of learning who you are

Monday, January 18, 2010

She kissed him;it was glorious

I learn more about myself today
I've always been searching, not knowing what I'm really looking for
now I know, I'm in search for the person who is also in search of someone special to him
someone who after he lays his eyes on, no one else can take his gaze off
not dependent on time
not dependent on age
not dependent on moments of loneliness
I realise I live in fantasy, or maybe not
but what's wrong with that
I guess I've learnt to be more patient
in the wait for someone who's worth falling head over heels for

'To us there was only one true love in everyone's life; we had no concept of compromise, or retrys."
-Susie Salmon, The Lovely Bones

I was almost alive again.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

it just gonna get better!

with the help of my dearest didi
i packed the messiest part of my room today
finally!
rummaging through the pile of papers and what-nots
brought back so much memories of the good old days
happy and not-so-happy
i chose to keep those happy and precious (:

especially these few...
thank you for making my life so much more meaningful these few years
you know who you are(:

i am so ready to kickstart the semester