Friday, January 11, 2008

silent scream.

many thoughts are running through my mind
today has been a long and hard day
not totally bad
just thoughts.

your dearest didi entered army
the route to manhood
proud and worry blended
you just hope mr nice won't get bullied
otherwise.enjoy himself (:
he is missed

when you have a long walk alone
you think alot
grateful to the friends who makes a detour just for you
pissed-off-immediately-turn-guilty to the friends you can't make yourself trust

thought about something(one) that makes your heart smile
but you question if you're worth it
because you never seem to
you question if you did the right thing
grab the chance even though its not a 'you' thing
or give up the thought because its plain silly
be happy with what you have
even if that isn't what you're looking for

a happy moment that took all worries off your mind
but sickness creeped in right after
wishing to return to somewhere cosy
but it was hard and cold
felt misunderstood

oh God tell me whats your plan for me

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