this feeling that remains

reading quirkz's blog makes me feel like im really neglecting my blog.so here i am
but its kinda pathetic because if im not really eager to be here. that probably means my life is so un-eggciting that i dont bother writing about it.hurr

truth is.theres really nothing much going on in my life now.other than sch and tuitions and more sch and tuitions.with a little hype in betweens.like meeting the girls makes me happy.and bumping into nic lim ke le (who treated us to omg-i've-nv-seen-so-many-starbucks-cakes-on-my-table) was a pleasant surprise.and finally meeting up with the naughty policeman and dearest mrdarcy.thats about it.even im getting bored

oh probably the capt's ball competition on sunday is worth mentioning.it was a random and spontaneous team but we manage to fight our way to 3rd (: walking away with 50 bucks gelare vouchers.meaning more waffles to come.yayness!(: but on a more serious note.i think the comp has probably allow me to see that christians are humans who are all learning to be better people as well.i'm not saying that i use to think that christians are flawless.but its just how God is all the more important in our lives.we can all say that the bible says we should be bla bla bla.but its when we need to apply them in daily lives that is the real deal.and i guess thats when we become more and more christ-like.Amen!

back to sch.i'm in such a hols mood now even though mid-term break officially starts next week.i just can't wait to take a break.sick of the stupid 4-days 8am lessons now.i can't even imagine how i survived sec sch and jc days.is this part of aging? :/ not.but yes yes i do know i need to catch up on my work and not wait till one mth before exams and start mugging again.i need and must pull up my cap.by 0.1 at least!go go goggles!

oh yes before i forget.if u happen to see this.act i really wonder who still reads my blog.try out purple rose at holland v block 42.the cakes there are yummily-home-made.it gives you the feeling of satisfaction after eating them.and according to the friendly owner (who trims his eyebrows.so cute).all the ingredients they use are the real deal.so its all well worth(: i'll definitely be there again

and some random stuff (im not in the right state of mind to make sure my post is cohesive now).
bbs i still think feeling can remain.at the stage when you know nothing is going to happen but yet it does not seem to be fading off anytime soon.yes i do think feeling can remain.in the past i would say that sucks.but now.i will say its just like that.no more trying cos feeling will only get deeper and we end up getting more hurt.no more struggling to forget cos it won't help the feeling fade any sooner.so just leave it.let it be.and for now.it remains

and this post ends.
with sixpence none the richer as love for the night (: