Is it any wonder?

i miss being busy.

come on yanns.you need to break out of your comfort zone.its a darn rare opportunity!

compliment or not.i do not think i look like a rich girl.much less act
http://www.wikihow.com/Act-Like-a-Rich-Girl

i don't know why i keep having this feeling like i'm neglecting relationships with friends no matter how much i meet them or try to meet them.it just feels like they're so out of hands and slipping away.i hope i'm not having blues-of-some-sort :/

so many birthdays.so little money
grant me a job someone!

seggcited for safarizoorun'09
the question is to run or to walk?
how shushu.HAHA

vague

tell me about watching brainless tv shows(:

i think koreans say things that are crudely beautiful

learning to understand someone is like a holiday to a strange place on earth
an interesting and touching holiday
but sadness accompanies it
for you don't exist in his past
you want to feel jealous
but you can't
-

helping mummy with cooking tomorrow
kinda eggcited.hopefully reunion dinner won't be a disaster *CHOI!
tune in to yanns can cook (:

i don't see it coming
but i can't stop now
i need retail therapy.for myself!

let it go

is it always right to do the right thing?

i actually admire people who do things without qualms at times.to be politically incorrect.and be able to be oblivious to other's feelings and opinions.and just go with the heart.even though it seems selfish.but at least they are the ones who are truly happy in the end.and if the others truly love and care for that person.i guess they will then feel happy for him or her too

Let it go, let it be
Don't waste all your emotion on this
tit-for-tat machine
Let it go, let it be
Let it go

My Thoughts

forgive and forget has taken on a deeper and clearer meaning for me.they do not happen simultaneously.but rather one after the other.and true enough.forgive comes first.even when one is hurt.he or she needs to forgive.forgiving is not an emotion.it is a decision.and the process of forgetting can only start after forgiving.forget does not mean forgetting the incident or conflict.it means forgetting the hurt or anger one had.and in return they gain comfort and peace

thank you Father(:

Appearing Offline

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through


incoherently limped.

i know this is damn random

but i wantttttt!

1) a cute rocking (animal) in my room
2) a rug in my room
3) the original uncle's ring with a bigass pretty stone
4) the vintage coin pouch from coach

its been a rather brainless but happy week(:
im proud to announce that i've been a very good girl this week and it feels good

for now.im going to dream of my wants
goodnight world.

in preparation

-
Roman He's as damned as he seems says:
but abt sg
yanns says:
hahah your maam's country okay
Roman He's as damned as he seems says:
hahahahaha
yanns says:
then you can use it to please your maam
yanns says:
might increase pay
Roman He's as damned as he seems says:
hahahahahahah
Roman He's as damned as he seems says:
crazy la u LOL
yanns says:
if not she will send you "bug"
Roman He's as damned as he seems says:
baaaaaaaaaaaaaahck
Roman He's as damned as he seems says:
LOL
yanns says:
then you cannot support your "pamalee"
yanns says:
hahahahahha
Roman He's as damned as he seems says:
pamili
yanns says:
sameee
-
i miss fartee.surprisingly(not in a bad way) alot
and our new tag line goes 'fartees of a fart fart together'(:
come back soon!


Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend?
Or am I just someone you find pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply and I hold very dearly from the start
So why do you still love me?
cute song (:


and then i thought of the chat over coffee
-- don't let your happiness be dependent on anyone but yourself
auntie zhen(even though only your daughter will see this).im proud to say that i think i've joined your league(:

im so rampant with my smileys.but i like

love or lie/love and lie

epiphany.

e⋅piph⋅a⋅ny [i-pif-uh-nee] :
a sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into the reality or essential meaning of something, usually initiated by some simple, homely, or commonplace occurrence or experience.

when a ship sinks.all the more the life-saving float shouldn't burst

einfach so.

adding on

in this new year.i'm going to

-be a volunteer
-train for a marathon

life can be eggciting when you want it to be(:

looking past

hello 2009.goodbye 2008

there still 6 more days of christmas

new year's resolution:
-fucking do fucking well for exams
-to be spontaneous within my means
-to save a thousand bucks by 31 Dec 09
(rob or steal also must get!)
-pack my room

and i guess to live my life to the fullest.
easier said than done.really.thats why i truly admire those who are able to do it.because to do that we.as humans.have to look past issues that seem overly important to us at that point.and look at life in the big picture.to stop dwelling on searching for meaningless answers and just simply take it as it is.for as cliche as it sounds.this is life.its unfair.but sometimes in life.we just got to give and take.there is no point in trying to justify for ourselves all the time.we have to realise theres so much more in store for us. and because life is so short and things are ever-changing.sometimes theres really just no time to go in circles.but to go ahead and put words or thoughts into action.to embrace our decisions and no matter what happens.look at the alternative streams that is ahead.choose one and flow along with an open heart.instead of looking back and struggle to swim back up the river.

whats more exciting than sex?
anticipation.my friend.anticipation

im still hopeful about 2009(: