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yesterday was a longg day

woke up at 4am to send maria off at the airport in the early early morning before the cuckedoo of the rooster.i always have mixed feelings sending friends off. glad for them. but sad at the same time because it means not seeing them for long.i'm not the crying type but looking at her granny cry makes me tear too.bon voyage maria!be well

off to ikea after for furniture shopping for the makeover of the ps room. though tired.it was still very enjoyable to be doing it with happy5friends(: brings back alot of memories from run-away-from-camp. now the ps room has new pretty curtains. colourful rug and a practical mirror. could have got more if we had more budget.but we'll make do

on our way back to school. we had a rather irritating encounter with this taxi uncle who got so high talking about oh-so-complicated-women. maybe i do have something wrong but its not my fault for not having a boyfriend. and yes.we all know "jerry" made a very good choice in choosing "jane". and noo.i don't think you called "sarah" sweeter than her boyfriend does.hair all stand please

and back in school.charlie's angels were like carpenters-cum-jigsaw-puzzlers. trying to piece the "high quality" bamboo floorings together. its quite tiring but we were all glad with the end-product. that small corner looks like a mini jap restaurant now(: "charlie's" not bad too. even though he sat outside like a mad man. laughing to himself most of the time. he came up with an amazing collage that tells alot of stories.right ed?haha.

lastly came the most anticipated event of the day: elmo's surprise. she was "kidnapped" from school all the way to vivo. taking loads of silly photos. not to mention all the stares that she got. finally ending up in the waters of sky garden(: sorry we had to do all the little things that weren't very nice.but its all part of the plan.heh.don't you think we were amazing too(: it all boils down to us loving you too much. and we're really glad you enjoyed yourself(: coming up next will be "charlie".haha. you can start plotting your revenge

its the second day of hols and i spent the whole day today binging and lazing away.how nice

will have loads to do after tomorrow

currently addicted to lucky by jason mraz(:

i wish we had one more kiss

and shit i think my blog template really sucks.anyone wants to help the IT idiot?

My my, how can i resist you?

just caught mamma mia today.well i agree that its a little cheesy.but i would say its still a show worth catching.the songs are just great.and i thought the director really satisfied his audience with justifying the popularity of a particular song with the length(or times) the song is played (: makes me totally want to replay and play and replay the soundtrack tonight. the cheesy-ness was it being exaggerating but it was done consciously.to suit the musical style of the movie.thought they brought out the effect quie successfully.but then.i still find it weird to see pierce brosnan doing a musical.imagine the guy who usually appears at the door with a gun suddenly leaning against the side of the door singing.haha.omg.hair stands

and i don't think i will make a good researcher next time.haha.i was out of the lab at 1540 today (lab was scheduled to end at 1700). well you could say i'm efficient.but mostly because i based it on my classmate's results and did my titration in less than 5 mins (people who understand will know that titration requires patience because you're suppose to find the end pt on your own.heh) and yest we did some expt on testing the efficiency of different emulsifying machines.it was quite interesting to begin with.we act use blender and mixer.felt like some cooking lesson (to be drug-chefs.hoho) but it became so mundane after awhile with all the waiting time due to the lack of equipments.we should have just do it as 2 groups.why four when in the end we'll come to the same conclusion?! oh wells. research and expts aint really my cuppa tea anyhoo.at least for now.so heck.i just want to rant

on the other hand.i don't know why but i keep having this why-can't-you-just-get-it and stop-pissing-me-off feeling.being very snappy.and i keep (sometimes wanting to but didn't) blaming people for things that i usually don't bother.i hope its due to pms (aint this the best excuse for girls to get away) for friends who felt it.i'm sorry i don't mean it you know. for those who didn't.good for you.keep it that way.ignorance is bliss(: i think i'm going cra-to-the-zee

tomorrow is finally the last day before the long-awaited break.even though its pendek sekali (very short). i should really cherish it and get some good rest to make up for the lack of rest during the three months break.not forgetting that i have to catch up on my work

and now.im still at thinking-of-a-question for argumentative essay.another sleepless night.someone save me!

i don't want to look back and say i never should have let you go

this feeling that remains

reading quirkz's blog makes me feel like im really neglecting my blog.so here i am
but its kinda pathetic because if im not really eager to be here. that probably means my life is so un-eggciting that i dont bother writing about it.hurr

truth is.theres really nothing much going on in my life now.other than sch and tuitions and more sch and tuitions.with a little hype in betweens.like meeting the girls makes me happy.and bumping into nic lim ke le (who treated us to omg-i've-nv-seen-so-many-starbucks-cakes-on-my-table) was a pleasant surprise.and finally meeting up with the naughty policeman and dearest mrdarcy.thats about it.even im getting bored

oh probably the capt's ball competition on sunday is worth mentioning.it was a random and spontaneous team but we manage to fight our way to 3rd (: walking away with 50 bucks gelare vouchers.meaning more waffles to come.yayness!(: but on a more serious note.i think the comp has probably allow me to see that christians are humans who are all learning to be better people as well.i'm not saying that i use to think that christians are flawless.but its just how God is all the more important in our lives.we can all say that the bible says we should be bla bla bla.but its when we need to apply them in daily lives that is the real deal.and i guess thats when we become more and more christ-like.Amen!

back to sch.i'm in such a hols mood now even though mid-term break officially starts next week.i just can't wait to take a break.sick of the stupid 4-days 8am lessons now.i can't even imagine how i survived sec sch and jc days.is this part of aging? :/ not.but yes yes i do know i need to catch up on my work and not wait till one mth before exams and start mugging again.i need and must pull up my cap.by 0.1 at least!go go goggles!

oh yes before i forget.if u happen to see this.act i really wonder who still reads my blog.try out purple rose at holland v block 42.the cakes there are yummily-home-made.it gives you the feeling of satisfaction after eating them.and according to the friendly owner (who trims his eyebrows.so cute).all the ingredients they use are the real deal.so its all well worth(: i'll definitely be there again

and some random stuff (im not in the right state of mind to make sure my post is cohesive now).
bbs i still think feeling can remain.at the stage when you know nothing is going to happen but yet it does not seem to be fading off anytime soon.yes i do think feeling can remain.in the past i would say that sucks.but now.i will say its just like that.no more trying cos feeling will only get deeper and we end up getting more hurt.no more struggling to forget cos it won't help the feeling fade any sooner.so just leave it.let it be.and for now.it remains

and this post ends.
with sixpence none the richer as love for the night (:

chained

i don't know why but no matter how much rest i have (or so i thought)
i still feel tired.mentally.i can't even tell if i'm like that because i haven't been disciplined or because i'm too tired to be disciplined.i feel like i'm chained to something.and the harder i struggle.the more tired i get
i just feel like i need a real good break.away from everything.to re-organise my thoughts and get back on my feets.refresh
even though i know its rather impossible.with the semester moving on so fast. never-ending assignments and tests just round the corner
i hate myself for being so un-motivated and un-determined

oh God.

fix our gaze

i think i'm really starting to neglect this place
pardon me cos i'm still trying to get myself organised

abit of update: YAY!PHARM RAG WON BEST CREATIVITY and BEST PRESENTATION!GRATULIERE!((:

well school has started. i'm still having the oh-man-yet-finally feeling. i'm not sure if i'm the only one feeling this, but with school starting, it kinds of put things into perspective. to put it simply,life is back to normal now.my timetable sucks though, and i'm having problems trying to wake up in the morning and making it to the lecture on time. for the record, i haven't reach school at 8am so far and i have four(freaking) days a week in which lessons starts at 8 :/ modules are what-can-i-say-ball-ring but no i don't have a choice so hang in there yanns! we even have to do effective comm which brings us back to secondary english lessons. i'm really trying very hard not to be skeptical about it

God discipline me

had a pleasant surprise today.and i'm glad it was so comfortable it didn't really feel real (:

i really should not be greedy

God give me peace at heart. for real


P.S i desperately want to watch a movie.

HAPPY BE-HEALTHY and SAVE-MONEY MONTH HOTZ!
(quirkz and smartz:ure by default involved as well)

excitement excitement(:
i'll be at singfest in a few hrs time
(its 3.51am now and i'm suppose to be up at 6.30am :/)
not as an audience but backstage crew
not really the "it" about seeing the various artistes and bands
but more of the working at such a big event
kind of a never-dream-of-it thing
and the heptagon-of-trust with tripleDEEs and tripleDOUBLEUUs is super fun and nice
so yea.i'm kind of looking forward to it(:

P.S sorry smartz and quirkz i don't think we can smuggle u girls in.my bad.i owe u girls one

on the other hand.i seriously don't understand how some people (actually only one) can be soooooo thick skin and totally overestimating himself and f***ing superficial
i can totally understand if you lack experience.and i believe everyone should have a chance to learn and grow.but oh please.take it from scratch and do it slow
why fight for all the big ass posts when u can't even deal with it properly.end up others have to clean shit for u.and the BEST part is.u don't even freaking realise it and u dare to question others' abilities and responsibilities
OH PLEASE!seriously
u need to learn how to be DOWN TO EARTH
if u don't know how to do it.open ur freaking mouth and ask.learn!don't just shove it to others to do it and make urself look damn busy
I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR EVERYTHING TO END!

right.i better be off to bed.goodnight world!

it takes some good to make it hurt