yay hari raya is here
yay psle is going to be over
test today served as a ultra loud wake up call for me. really am very disappointed with myself. i know i could have done better than this. so i can't blame anyone or anything. not even the f*up argumentative essay. just got to start mugging like mugging is the only mugger word i can use in all mugger sentences
tonight
the super trouper beam are gonna blind me
but i won't feel blue
like i always do
'cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
ah la la la la la
yesterday was a longg day

woke up at 4am to send maria off at the airport in the early early morning before the cuckedoo of the rooster.i always have mixed feelings sending friends off. glad for them. but sad at the same time because it means not seeing them for long.i'm not the crying type but looking at her granny cry makes me tear too.bon voyage maria!be well
off to ikea after for furniture shopping for the makeover of the ps room. though tired.it was still very enjoyable to be doing it with happy5friends(: brings back alot of memories from run-away-from-camp. now the ps room has new pretty curtains. colourful rug and a practical mirror. could have got more if we had more budget.but we'll make do
on our way back to school. we had a rather irritating encounter with this taxi uncle who got so high talking about oh-so-complicated-women. maybe i do have something wrong but its not my fault for not having a boyfriend. and yes.we all know "jerry" made a very good choice in choosing "jane". and noo.i don't think you called "sarah" sweeter than her boyfriend does.hair all stand please
and back in school.charlie's angels were like carpenters-cum-jigsaw-puzzlers. trying to piece the "high quality" bamboo floorings together. its quite tiring but we were all glad with the end-product. that small corner looks like a mini jap restaurant now(: "charlie's" not bad too. even though he sat outside like a mad man. laughing to himself most of the time. he came up with an amazing collage that tells alot of stories.right ed?haha.
lastly came the most anticipated event of the day: elmo's surprise. she was "kidnapped" from school all the way to vivo. taking loads of silly photos. not to mention all the stares that she got. finally ending up in the waters of sky garden(: sorry we had to do all the little things that weren't very nice.but its all part of the plan.heh.don't you think we were amazing too(: it all boils down to us loving you too much. and we're really glad you enjoyed yourself(: coming up next will be "charlie".haha. you can start plotting your revenge
its the second day of hols and i spent the whole day today binging and lazing away.how nice
will have loads to do after tomorrow
currently addicted to lucky by jason mraz(:
i wish we had one more kiss
Thursday, September 18, 2008
My my, how can i resist you?
just caught mamma mia today.well i agree that its a little cheesy.but i would say its still a show worth catching.the songs are just great.and i thought the director really satisfied his audience with justifying the popularity of a particular song with the length(or times) the song is played (: makes me totally want to replay and play and replay the soundtrack tonight. the cheesy-ness was it being exaggerating but it was done consciously.to suit the musical style of the movie.thought they brought out the effect quie successfully.but then.i still find it weird to see pierce brosnan doing a musical.imagine the guy who usually appears at the door with a gun suddenly leaning against the side of the door singing.haha.omg.hair stands
and i don't think i will make a good researcher next time.haha.i was out of the lab at 1540 today (lab was scheduled to end at 1700). well you could say i'm efficient.but mostly because i based it on my classmate's results and did my titration in less than 5 mins (people who understand will know that titration requires patience because you're suppose to find the end pt on your own.heh) and yest we did some expt on testing the efficiency of different emulsifying machines.it was quite interesting to begin with.we act use blender and mixer.felt like some cooking lesson (to be drug-chefs.hoho) but it became so mundane after awhile with all the waiting time due to the lack of equipments.we should have just do it as 2 groups.why four when in the end we'll come to the same conclusion?! oh wells. research and expts aint really my cuppa tea anyhoo.at least for now.so heck.i just want to rant
on the other hand.i don't know why but i keep having this why-can't-you-just-get-it and stop-pissing-me-off feeling.being very snappy.and i keep (sometimes wanting to but didn't) blaming people for things that i usually don't bother.i hope its due to pms (aint this the best excuse for girls to get away) for friends who felt it.i'm sorry i don't mean it you know. for those who didn't.good for you.keep it that way.ignorance is bliss(: i think i'm going cra-to-the-zee
tomorrow is finally the last day before the long-awaited break.even though its pendek sekali (very short). i should really cherish it and get some good rest to make up for the lack of rest during the three months break.not forgetting that i have to catch up on my work
and now.im still at thinking-of-a-question for argumentative essay.another sleepless night.someone save me!
i don't want to look back and say i never should have let you go
and i don't think i will make a good researcher next time.haha.i was out of the lab at 1540 today (lab was scheduled to end at 1700). well you could say i'm efficient.but mostly because i based it on my classmate's results and did my titration in less than 5 mins (people who understand will know that titration requires patience because you're suppose to find the end pt on your own.heh) and yest we did some expt on testing the efficiency of different emulsifying machines.it was quite interesting to begin with.we act use blender and mixer.felt like some cooking lesson (to be drug-chefs.hoho) but it became so mundane after awhile with all the waiting time due to the lack of equipments.we should have just do it as 2 groups.why four when in the end we'll come to the same conclusion?! oh wells. research and expts aint really my cuppa tea anyhoo.at least for now.so heck.i just want to rant
on the other hand.i don't know why but i keep having this why-can't-you-just-get-it and stop-pissing-me-off feeling.being very snappy.and i keep (sometimes wanting to but didn't) blaming people for things that i usually don't bother.i hope its due to pms (aint this the best excuse for girls to get away) for friends who felt it.i'm sorry i don't mean it you know. for those who didn't.good for you.keep it that way.ignorance is bliss(: i think i'm going cra-to-the-zee
tomorrow is finally the last day before the long-awaited break.even though its pendek sekali (very short). i should really cherish it and get some good rest to make up for the lack of rest during the three months break.not forgetting that i have to catch up on my work
and now.im still at thinking-of-a-question for argumentative essay.another sleepless night.someone save me!
i don't want to look back and say i never should have let you go
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
this feeling that remains
reading quirkz's blog makes me feel like im really neglecting my blog.so here i am
but its kinda pathetic because if im not really eager to be here. that probably means my life is so un-eggciting that i dont bother writing about it.hurr
truth is.theres really nothing much going on in my life now.other than sch and tuitions and more sch and tuitions.with a little hype in betweens.like meeting the girls makes me happy.and bumping into nic lim ke le (who treated us to omg-i've-nv-seen-so-many-starbucks-cakes-on-my-table) was a pleasant surprise.and finally meeting up with the naughty policeman and dearest mrdarcy.thats about it.even im getting bored
oh probably the capt's ball competition on sunday is worth mentioning.it was a random and spontaneous team but we manage to fight our way to 3rd (: walking away with 50 bucks gelare vouchers.meaning more waffles to come.yayness!(: but on a more serious note.i think the comp has probably allow me to see that christians are humans who are all learning to be better people as well.i'm not saying that i use to think that christians are flawless.but its just how God is all the more important in our lives.we can all say that the bible says we should be bla bla bla.but its when we need to apply them in daily lives that is the real deal.and i guess thats when we become more and more christ-like.Amen!
back to sch.i'm in such a hols mood now even though mid-term break officially starts next week.i just can't wait to take a break.sick of the stupid 4-days 8am lessons now.i can't even imagine how i survived sec sch and jc days.is this part of aging? :/ not.but yes yes i do know i need to catch up on my work and not wait till one mth before exams and start mugging again.i need and must pull up my cap.by 0.1 at least!go go goggles!
oh yes before i forget.if u happen to see this.act i really wonder who still reads my blog.try out purple rose at holland v block 42.the cakes there are yummily-home-made.it gives you the feeling of satisfaction after eating them.and according to the friendly owner (who trims his eyebrows.so cute).all the ingredients they use are the real deal.so its all well worth(: i'll definitely be there again
and some random stuff (im not in the right state of mind to make sure my post is cohesive now).
bbs i still think feeling can remain.at the stage when you know nothing is going to happen but yet it does not seem to be fading off anytime soon.yes i do think feeling can remain.in the past i would say that sucks.but now.i will say its just like that.no more trying cos feeling will only get deeper and we end up getting more hurt.no more struggling to forget cos it won't help the feeling fade any sooner.so just leave it.let it be.and for now.it remains
and this post ends.
with sixpence none the richer as love for the night (:
but its kinda pathetic because if im not really eager to be here. that probably means my life is so un-eggciting that i dont bother writing about it.hurr
truth is.theres really nothing much going on in my life now.other than sch and tuitions and more sch and tuitions.with a little hype in betweens.like meeting the girls makes me happy.and bumping into nic lim ke le (who treated us to omg-i've-nv-seen-so-many-starbucks-cakes-on-my-table) was a pleasant surprise.and finally meeting up with the naughty policeman and dearest mrdarcy.thats about it.even im getting bored
oh probably the capt's ball competition on sunday is worth mentioning.it was a random and spontaneous team but we manage to fight our way to 3rd (: walking away with 50 bucks gelare vouchers.meaning more waffles to come.yayness!(: but on a more serious note.i think the comp has probably allow me to see that christians are humans who are all learning to be better people as well.i'm not saying that i use to think that christians are flawless.but its just how God is all the more important in our lives.we can all say that the bible says we should be bla bla bla.but its when we need to apply them in daily lives that is the real deal.and i guess thats when we become more and more christ-like.Amen!
back to sch.i'm in such a hols mood now even though mid-term break officially starts next week.i just can't wait to take a break.sick of the stupid 4-days 8am lessons now.i can't even imagine how i survived sec sch and jc days.is this part of aging? :/ not.but yes yes i do know i need to catch up on my work and not wait till one mth before exams and start mugging again.i need and must pull up my cap.by 0.1 at least!go go goggles!
oh yes before i forget.if u happen to see this.act i really wonder who still reads my blog.try out purple rose at holland v block 42.the cakes there are yummily-home-made.it gives you the feeling of satisfaction after eating them.and according to the friendly owner (who trims his eyebrows.so cute).all the ingredients they use are the real deal.so its all well worth(: i'll definitely be there again
and some random stuff (im not in the right state of mind to make sure my post is cohesive now).
bbs i still think feeling can remain.at the stage when you know nothing is going to happen but yet it does not seem to be fading off anytime soon.yes i do think feeling can remain.in the past i would say that sucks.but now.i will say its just like that.no more trying cos feeling will only get deeper and we end up getting more hurt.no more struggling to forget cos it won't help the feeling fade any sooner.so just leave it.let it be.and for now.it remains
and this post ends.
with sixpence none the richer as love for the night (:
Monday, September 1, 2008
chained
i don't know why but no matter how much rest i have (or so i thought)
i still feel tired.mentally.i can't even tell if i'm like that because i haven't been disciplined or because i'm too tired to be disciplined.i feel like i'm chained to something.and the harder i struggle.the more tired i get
i just feel like i need a real good break.away from everything.to re-organise my thoughts and get back on my feets.refresh
even though i know its rather impossible.with the semester moving on so fast. never-ending assignments and tests just round the corner
i hate myself for being so un-motivated and un-determined
oh God.
i still feel tired.mentally.i can't even tell if i'm like that because i haven't been disciplined or because i'm too tired to be disciplined.i feel like i'm chained to something.and the harder i struggle.the more tired i get
i just feel like i need a real good break.away from everything.to re-organise my thoughts and get back on my feets.refresh
even though i know its rather impossible.with the semester moving on so fast. never-ending assignments and tests just round the corner
i hate myself for being so un-motivated and un-determined
oh God.
Friday, August 22, 2008
fix our gaze
i think i'm really starting to neglect this place
pardon me cos i'm still trying to get myself organised
abit of update: YAY!PHARM RAG WON BEST CREATIVITY and BEST PRESENTATION!GRATULIERE!((:
well school has started. i'm still having the oh-man-yet-finally feeling. i'm not sure if i'm the only one feeling this, but with school starting, it kinds of put things into perspective. to put it simply,life is back to normal now.my timetable sucks though, and i'm having problems trying to wake up in the morning and making it to the lecture on time. for the record, i haven't reach school at 8am so far and i have four(freaking) days a week in which lessons starts at 8 :/ modules are what-can-i-say-ball-ring but no i don't have a choice so hang in there yanns! we even have to do effective comm which brings us back to secondary english lessons. i'm really trying very hard not to be skeptical about it
God discipline me
had a pleasant surprise today.and i'm glad it was so comfortable it didn't really feel real (:
i really should not be greedy
God give me peace at heart. for real
P.S i desperately want to watch a movie.
pardon me cos i'm still trying to get myself organised
abit of update: YAY!PHARM RAG WON BEST CREATIVITY and BEST PRESENTATION!GRATULIERE!((:
well school has started. i'm still having the oh-man-yet-finally feeling. i'm not sure if i'm the only one feeling this, but with school starting, it kinds of put things into perspective. to put it simply,life is back to normal now.my timetable sucks though, and i'm having problems trying to wake up in the morning and making it to the lecture on time. for the record, i haven't reach school at 8am so far and i have four(freaking) days a week in which lessons starts at 8 :/ modules are what-can-i-say-ball-ring but no i don't have a choice so hang in there yanns! we even have to do effective comm which brings us back to secondary english lessons. i'm really trying very hard not to be skeptical about it
God discipline me
had a pleasant surprise today.and i'm glad it was so comfortable it didn't really feel real (:
i really should not be greedy
God give me peace at heart. for real
P.S i desperately want to watch a movie.
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