A pinch of salt

a little here and there of what i experienced this week
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studying has been alright i guess
just need to constantly remind myself to keep going
my fellow-rubber-BIG-time-studymate-ali-o
a small, cosy(but freezing) corner of harbourfront
ABIT of gossip here and there
restricting ourselves to one-hour periods of no-talking studying
makes studying oh-so much better
yay I LOVE YOU ALI O!
(whoops am i suppose to keep the declaration a hush-hush.too drama.hoho!)
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dinner with love at pizza hut was crazy.again
2 girls 3 dishes !
a couple's meal (one crispy thin pizza + 2 pepsi + 2 soup of the day)
one basil crayfish spaghetti
one hut's platter
sinful indulgence
Y-U-M-M-Y!(:
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went swimming with darling merdin
its always so great to chat with her
i'm so excited for her new job.all the way girl!(:
oh and the lifeguard told us we are like sponge
because our body will absorb water when we swim
so its perfectly normal to feel/weigh heavier after swimming
we need time for the excess water to evaporate
hmm.not sure how true that is
(no mechanism that i've learn so far explains that)
but its still music to my ears
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discovered a nice hakka yong tau foo store (:
its in the food centre directly above bishan interchange
the soup is refreshing and not too salty
all the beans give it a tinge of healthi-ness
the fried meat balls are MUST TRY too!
the juice that gush out in your mouth on the first bite
heavenly!
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merdin once asked "what actions make you pissed immediately?"
(those that make you go tsk!)
and i think mine isn't one action but any actions that make me feel condescended
to the rude uncle on the bus:
i know i'm listening to my ipod
i know i look geeky with my specs (but i love it)
i know it doesn't help that im reading my notes
but i do respond to bus stopping OKAY!
just be patient
i won't hinder you from getting off the bus
nor will the bus zoom off in seconds
so allow the bus to stop first can't you?
i need a foothold for heaven's sake
you don't have to wave your hands in front of my eyes!
[applies to all the kiasu uncles and aunties out there]
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a little more stress after tuition with J
to find out his exams clashes with mine
meaning i have to squeeze in tuitions in the midst of my exams
but i can't complain.its obligation
well.at least it makes me more motivated to study
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and lastly
a song i connect with now:

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wild world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to run
I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade
Play hide and seek with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore
And imagine how i'll make the world a better place

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognize
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

Na-na-na-na...

If I were a little girl
Trying to clean up the whole wide world
I'd kick the bad boys back to school
Teach them fighting's just not cool
I'd give every kid a teddy bear
Turn starving people into millionaires
Break glass ceilings with dynamite
Sprinkle a little sugar and spice
Turn the bullies that terrorize
Into pink poodles that bark but don't bite

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognize
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

Na-na-na-na...

Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me
Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me from myself

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world

sleeping for two hours is bad
but working through the night makes me feel like i've really worked hard
and i do think i work better at wee hours
so its probably going to be like that for a period of time
ARGH!meaning i'm going to get uglier
birdnest someone

realise i've been spending more time on my own recently
no particular reason
but i actually do like it that way
time for reflection is refreshing
things have been happening too fast nowadays
sometimes i don't know what i'm doing

anyhoooo..
MEET MY NEW IPOD NANO! (:
its a black beauty
i'm so geared up for mugging now

29/04 LSM1401
30/04 PY1106
03/05 GEK1001
05/05 SSS1207
07/05 PR1103

come come come and GO!

even though its going to be hectic after exams
but i'm looking forward to it
its going to be loads of fun(:



How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head

i realise i don't have much that i can say here now
except boring everyone with whinings about mugging
and i hate to do so
and so i won't
not sure if its good or bad
but i do have the tendency to put on a strong front
only realising it after
but its still me
and im not complaining

just a random thought
being too rational and analytical
makes me doubt even my own sincerity at times
they seem to be weak
emotional people then make me envious
of how they can be so sure of themselves at times
and so i tell myself
to hold on to the feelings that hit me real hard
for then i will know i am truly serious about it

im in a closet now, its an open secret

oh man.i've been so neglecting this space
things are piled so high up im drowning
but to all those who cared (:
im good already.fixed(:
what does not kill you makes you stronger
doesn't it?
cheesy but heh.its what applies now

well.even though im kind of lagging from what im suppose to do

webcastS
proposal
assignmentS

im really glad i found motivation
and i hope it keeps me going through this
every-minute-counts period

im happy all over again

i prayed for strength and discipline

breakdown

sometimes all you need is to fall
it hurts but you don't die
but it hits you that you need to live on
and the only way to do that is to pick yourself up
after you dry your tears
take a little comfort from your dear friends' encouragement
get away for awhile (to swim even when you're sick)
clear your mind (in the rain)
and you fix yourself

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reVerse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just watch and learn

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you


i never knew i could be so disappointed with myself
coldplay is therapeutic

meeting expectations comes with expectations
will falling make things better
responsibility don't come with escape
don't bring me to that point

money fall from the sky please

drawing me closer to you

oooh.i realise i've left this place blank for wayyy too long
need i say more
been really busy
been bitchy
been irritable
but i think im growing
uglier in appearance (lack of 94259640850453 hrs of sleep)
but to be more accepting.i hope (:
whole lot of things waiting to be done
like what my friend said "wah.you split ur time in slots"
apprehensive accompanied with excitement
and vice versa


make some sense out of this madness